Double Zea

Our Lost.

2011-02-09T23:01:00.000-08:00

We've lost a house.
We've lost a car.

Now, living under a different roof.
How simple our life used to be is now in a mess.

For all this, I blame Facebook.

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Zea Zainal was here 11.01pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love.

EOS 550D.

2011-01-13T00:10:00.000-08:00

I finally bought myself a DSLR with my own savings ! Fuuu...~
I simply love it. I just love the funs of camera.

[ Freedom. ]

[ Happiness. ]

P.S Thank you boyfriend for spending the time with me for my camera.

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Zea Zainal was here 12.10am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Empty house.

2010-12-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

I've moved. The house is empty over the weekends. Its very very sad to leave that house. I miss Mama and Ayah so much. Please bring us back together. I miss Mama's cooking so badly. It hurts to see my parents' sad face. I can't take it.

Zea Zainal was here 10.02pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Pity Cik Aziz.

2010-11-07T00:25:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday (02Nov10), watched The Social Network with Farhan. Nope, we don't understand a thing and we do understand the storyline. Basically, its about how Facebook is founded. The founder and co-founder of Facebook really actually went through a lot of shits for this social network(which currently most of us are using right now). I rate 3 stars because there were lots of talking and they talked too fast. Na-ah, no subtitles.

Yesterday (05Nov10), watched another movie Adele-The Rise of Mummies. I love this one. Its humorous and we had a good laugh in the cinema. 4 stars. Well done ! And I finally.. Yes, finally~ I bought my Vision Street Wear high-cut ! I love it a lot.

Look at the conversation on Facebook. I pity my aunt. She's the youngest siblings and she's taking care of my grandparents. Yep, Grandpa is handicap. He's paralysis. But he's not weak. At some point, he got mad when people trying to help. He's still confident that he can do some things alone without any help. And he actually walked by himself in the house. Well, obviously very slowly with his walking stick. But he made it.

Back to the topic, my aunt. She had a good job and earned a lot. Single and living with both Grandma and Grandpa just next block (I mean exactly next block). She supports herself and both her parents. I didn't know the rest of the siblings didn't contribute anything after I've read the comments on my cousin's profile. Its not fair. You got a family, yes. But never ever forget your parents.

P.S I think I've been spending a lot knowing that my bill is less than expected. -_- Going to the museum tomorrow ! :D

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Zea Zainal was here 12.25am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Lazy updates.

2010-10-31T18:09:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously lazy to update because too much albums to update and Multiply is still fucked up. Anyway, I'll be attach to Amara for a week. When I heard that from Aslam, I was like, 'phew'. Finally I got to get away from bosses. Its only one week. So be grateful. I'm so excited to work with Siti !

As I was saying in my previous post about quitting my job. My Operation Director says that I got a course already and Ejan will talk to me this Wednesday. I don't know how now. I will still consider this offer. If the bond is too long for me to handle, I'm thinking of passing it.

[ 02Oct10: Night Safari, Helloween with Farhan, his 2 little brothers and his cousin's family. ]

[ 26Oct10: Unplanned visit to Henderson Wave after his interview. ]
[ I wrote: Izza + Farhan = Love ]
[ He wrote: Izza = Farhan = Love ]

[ 25Aug10: Steam kodok. ]

[ Barista = Professional coffee maker. ]

What a beautiful Sunday. Reached work super early in the morning. And clocked out on time. Took a cab and I'm home 3:30pm. Wow ! Its not easy to get a time and money like this.

Oh yeahh.. I went to Johor with boyfriend and his cousin, Said on 17Oct10. It was my first time going out of Singapore so-called independently. We spent the whole day there. From early morning to late night. We slack for a while at Said's house there. Then took cab to the nearest Jusco. And another cab to Pandan City. I can say I eat a lot ya know. I bought a RM200+ red Levis flannel and I so love it. Ohh.. That's the one in the picture at Henderson Wave (FYI: Boyfriend's also wearing a RM200+ Levis). Once home that night, I was super tired + satisfied.

26 to Henderson Wave. 2 days later, my day-off again. Boyfriend and I planned to make full use of our season pass. I seriously forgot which bus we took but I can remember where we go. From Bedok to Bukit Merah. Then to Hougang and off to Sengkang. From Sengkang to supposedly Clementi but the journey is too long and we end up at Jalan Jelita (Holland Road if I'm not wrong). Surprisingly, there's a Times book store so we grabbed a novel each and a word search which we're dying for it for the past months. Then we went to Clementi and took a bus to back to Bedok then back home. Banyak aku punye nak balik siang. Reached home almost midnight. Another tiring day yet I love it. Thank you for the superb idea, boyfriend.

Till then. I'll try to update again whenever I'm free.

P.S I'm so excited to start my shift at Amara tomorrow.

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Zea Zainal was here 6.09pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Wanna give.

2010-10-11T22:41:00.000-07:00

I'm planning on giving up my job as a Shift Manager soon. I can't tolerate the tiredness. I realize I'm getting skinnier. Because of stress and working too hard. Sometimes I don't even have time to eat in that one day. Its so hard to get an MC because of short manpower.

Yesterday I got a really bad cramp. Yep, time of the month. I'm sure every girls knows how it feel. Its so hard to find a replacement and I got too stress. I breakdown and called Ayah. Ayah is protective of me that he don't care if there's any replacement, he just wanna take me home. Ayah talked to Aslam about my job scope. He told Aslam that he's not happy with the job I got. I respect you a lot, Ayah. For having the courage to come up and help me.

I got a feeling that Aslam is not happy with what happened. Who fuck cares? Your staff is sick. You're my superior and you're supposed to be responsible. I don't want you to be my boss. So I'm leaving you with all the workloads in PNN soon. Good luck, sucka !

What Ayah says made me think again and again. And makes me wanna quit really soon.

"You work so hard for the company. You always think about the company. But when you're sick and wanna go home and rest, the company never spare a thought for you."

I can't deny that though I had a great experience at Spinelli.

Zea Zainal was here 10.41pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Mid chapter.

2010-09-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

I know it have been long. Its either I'm too lazy or too tired. So much to update. And I'm still tired to update. I'll upload updated and overdue pictures when I can feel my day off.

P.S I'm slowly starting to hate my work. Do we have a choice here ?

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Zea Zainal was here 9.10pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

August updates.

2010-08-30T02:31:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I have to tell that Multiply is really fucked right now. So, I won't be able to upload pictures. I still have overdue pictures to update. Pictures at Jurong Bird Park on June with Syahirah and Haziq still not up yet. Oh, they sucks for the meantime. Anyway, here's some sneak peek.

05 August 10.
My birthday dinner at Mad Jack, Simpang Bedok. Got a complimentary cake. Surprised treat from Mad Jack. I ate a lot. Thank you for the treat, Adik. And thank you for the super nice dinner, family.

[ A toast. Hahaha ! ]

[ Happy. ]

07 August 10.
Farhan's friend, Wan, got married to Nisha. Alhamdulillah it went smoothly. Though boyfriend and I don't really have a good time there. Anyways, I'm happy for the both of them. And congrats on the baby boy. :)

[ Congrats Nisha and Wan. ]

25 August 10.
Break fast with Boyfriend. The only day off he got for a month. We had Manhanttan Fish Market. At Iluma, Bugis. Then we watched Step 3 3D and its super cool. Thanks for the treat. Saranghae.

Less than 2 weeks and I still haven't got a shoe and a bag for myself. Oh, I'm so worried.

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Zea Zainal was here 2.31am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

BAD mood.

2010-08-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I keep on getting mad at a very little things. I feel that everything don't seems to flow very well. There's always something that went wrong. This is really crazy. Anger is really controlling me.

P.S And I'm always looking for a minute just to see your face. It calms me down.

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Zea Zainal was here 10.55pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Sisha session with Ayah.

2010-07-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

Random sisha session with Ayah, Eeka and Raudha. Ayah just have a lot of problems and I think he just need a lil bit of a time off. I hope the sisha session works. Cheer up, Ayah ! I'm always here for you.

[ Eeka's evil face. She's putting some Sprite in Raudha's Iced Tea. ]

Don't tell me I'm getting sick. I hate getting sick when I'm working. Dear god, please give me the strength for tomorrow. I hate coughs and flus. CB. And this is a random picture of Farhan and Imman.

[ Farhan. ]

[ Imman. ]

P.S Dear Friday, please make the time move faster.

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Zea Zainal was here 12.36am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Adik's Birthday Card.

2010-07-27T01:10:00.000-07:00

A picture of Adik's mini birthday card which I attached together with the gift mug.

[ This is Adik's elmo. I happen to caught him doing somersault. ]

[ Irfan the Tongkang cleaner. ]

[ I don't know for how long this cockroach have been crawling all over my body when I'm sleeping. This is taken at 0539hrs. ]

Okay, this is so random. I'm bored !

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Zea Zainal was here 1.10am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

My second rose.

2010-07-23T02:06:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy belated birthday to Sister Huda who had just turned 24 on the 18th. I can't believe she's 24 already. Hahaha ! Anyway, I really hope she likes the coffee mug I bought for her (which I shared with Eeka). Its a sister mug. It was a random gift I bought. I don't know what to buy for her, so I just grabbed what I like. I'm glad you've enjoyed your birthday week, Adik. I love you.

On the 19th, I received my second red rose from boyfriend.
Thank you.

Wow, 2 days off in a row is the best feeling. Anyhows, I don't think I can handle my staff anymore. I think we need Aslam back in Singapore no matter how a big sucker he is.

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Zea Zainal was here 2.06am..
=)PEACE(= One Love

10 June Jurong Bird Park.

2010-06-26T01:45:00.000-07:00

Whoaa... One month of not updating blog. How busy can I be ? Hahaha ! Busy with work, family, boyfriend. I'm always trying to find time to go over to boyfriend's place and play his PS3. He is just so sweet. He trade his game to Grand Theft Auto so that I can play too. Thanks so much, boyfriend.

Here are the pictures at Horizon Heights, Johor. And I can't remember when we went.

[ With Cik Udin and his house. ]

[ A quiet, peaceful neighbourhood. ]

[ At a very packed Jusco Bukit Indah. ]

[ Ayah is just so cute huh. ]

And here's some pictures at Jurong Bird Park with Syahirah, Haziq, Eeka, Farhan and Imman. Its an awesome day. Glad that Syahirah and Haziq could get along with Farhan and Imman. The last part of the day is soooo.... phew~ I wonder how Haziq's parents can tahan with him. Hahaha !

[ With Syahirah. ]

[ With Haziq. ]

Its World Cup fever. Portugal Portugal Portugal Portugal Portugal~

P.S Behave yourself at work. You're left with less than a week. ;)

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Zea Zainal was here 1.45am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

LCP Nur Farhan.

2010-05-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to LCP Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman. ;)

Congratulations to Sue who have found a new job. Wish you success in life. The beginning of a new chapter is about to start. You go, girl !

I got a lot to update and yet so very little time.

Bye now.

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Zea Zainal was here 01.10am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Happy Second year anniversary !

2010-04-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

This may be simple but being with you have always been perfect and I never ask for more. I love you everyday, Farhan. Happy 2nd Anniversary to us.

We had a big dinner at Pizza Hut and boyfriend surprised me by taking to Singapore Flyer. I love the ride though I'm kinda scared. Thanks for the effort on that special day. I can't ask for more because it has been superbly great !

[ I love my Dolce & Gabana perfume. ]

[ I hope you love your handsome Prada shades. ]

[ Thanks for the ride, the potrait, the tea and playing card. ]

Most importantly, thanks for eveything ! Pictures are now at multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

P.S Thanks for calling, Auni ! :D

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Zea Zainal was here 9.56pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

I miss Ella and Nana.

2010-04-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is random. But I miss Ella and Nana. Happy birthday Ella. :)

Got my first super big pay already ! Wheee... ! The feeling is just great to have this sum of money at this age. Wow ! It feels good to finally give parents money and treat them dinner at Simpang Bedok. Well, only for this month because its included with my balance part-time pay. Hahaha ! And work is not going on any better. I have to so called do full shift tomorrow and Sunday. Its tiring you know ! Boyfriend, massage my leg !

Anyway, parents went to Kota Tinggi this evening. This is so last minute. Hahah. They will be back tomorrow I guess. Eeka just went out with Imman to get ice-cream. They will be back soon to accompany me who's alone at home. Hahah !

Hmm.. What should I get you this 22nd April eh ?

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Zea Zainal was here 10.52pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Happy birthday, Ayah.

2010-03-22T19:22:00.000-07:00

First of all, I wanna wish a very very happy birthday to the greatest man on earth, Ayah. You know I love you, Ayah. Will always love you. You are my priority.

[ Oh look, a big tub of Maltesers ! ]

Pictures taken on 13 March after we had dinner at Coffee Express. You can't imagine how hard it was to blow that bubble.

[ She's happy with that. ]

P.S I really can't wait for my pay !

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Zea Zainal was here 7.22pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Mama & Ayah go KL.

2010-03-14T21:09:00.000-07:00

[ I love this man. ]

Weekend is almost over. It means after today, I will be working at Peninsula. Whoooo... ! But Sue will not be around for Monday and Tuesday. Well, I got Anba. :P So today, boyfriend is working morning shift and he didn't get to sleep at work. So I thought it will be great if we just rest at home. I just feel like sitting at home and watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S today. Yaa.. Its an old sitcom. But I just started watching it and I love them.

So Mama and Ayah went to KL yesterday morning. They got a jemputan. Ayah's facebook friend is getting married. So yesterday had dinner at central Coffee Express with boyfriend, Eeka and Imman. It is just great to feel close to my little sister. After dinner, took cab home.

And now, still waiting for parents to come back. Okay, I've been lying in the sofa one day and its time for me to spare just 10 minutes to get my stuff ready for work tomorrow. Oh shit ! I was supposed to wash my shoes today. SHIT ! Ugh.. ! Hate it when I forgot to do things for the weekend. Because this means that I have to wait for another week when I'm free.

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Zea Zainal was here 9.09pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Boyfriend's 22nd birthday !

2010-03-10T09:53:00.000-08:00

Ooohh yeah, its March. After January, time is moving really fast. So anyway, I'm going under training at Habourfront. It have been 1 week there. Everything was okay. I don't know for how long will I be at Habourfront. I wanna go back to Peninsula with Sue. This is crazy, work is less fun.

Anyway anyway anyway.. Boyfriend had just turn 22 on 27 February. Yay ! I was busy with work and I had less time to make a plan. But hell yeah, I managed to make him happy. On 26th, went to work early to go to Funan and buy his presents. I bought two expensive games for him. Hahah ! The two games that he really wants, White Knight Chronicles and Darksiders. Was having trouble looking for a gift box then Sue had an idea of how to wrap it. Well, thanks a lot Sue.

On 27th Feb, I never told him where we are going. I bring to Vivo City. We ate at Secret Recipe then catch a movie The Wolfman (He really wanna watch because he loves Wolfs). After the movie, took a bus home and I handed him the present. He was way too happy that words can't describe it. It makes me feel sooo good to see him this happy. I love the feeling.

[ Daym, I'm so skinny. ]

[ Handsome boy. ]

[ Happy boy. ]

The next day on 28th Feb, I was doing opening and finished at 3pm. So boyfriend come over after work. We had McDonalds then off to Kallang Leisure Park for ice-skating ! Its my first time, I'm so excited. Boyfriend is nervous because he don't know how to skate. Lucky me that boyfriend is really enjoying although he only stays by the side. Hahah ! I do support him because when he fall, I will fall together with him. Half-way through, boyfriend just wore a t-shirt because he's actually sweating. Can you imagine ? I'm cold out there and he's sweating. Anyway, I'm really glad I make another happy day for boyfriend.

That weekend have been perfect.

P.S Okay, off to work now.

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Zea Zainal was here 9.53am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Monopoly with Imman and Eeka.

2010-02-12T01:39:00.000-08:00

Just came back from work. So basically I will start my full-time job on 1st of March. So it means I got around 2 weeks to quickly learn as much as I can as a Shift Manager. Ordering (not really a problem), standard of procedure, closing paperwork and everything that is written/typed on a paper. Yes, its a lot of things to do as a manager. It also means that there is a high chance I may not be working with my best team again because I have a strong feelings that I will get posted out to other outlets.

Anyway here are the pictures taken on Tuesday night, 9 February. When boyfriend woke up, I went to his place to play his PS3. We played Army of Two and I think that the game is not so bad after all. So boyfriend and I met Eeka and Imman at Kerusi Hijau around 10pm and we played monopoly (that they have always been wanting to play). Ordered McDonald like two times because we're hungry especially Farhan (Haha!).

[ I can't remember the last time I took a nice picture with her. ]

[ Farhan the winner. ]

[ Just showing off my money to them. ]

[ Packing up. ]

[ Thinking on how to settle debts. ]

[ Saw the castles ? You'll be bankrupt when you reached there. ]

By the way, the pictures start from bottom. Hehe. So Eeka got bankrupt first then decided to combine forces with Imman. So yeah, boyfriend is the winner of the night. Till we have another game. Good night.

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Zea Zainal was here 1.39am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

PS3.

2010-02-09T17:03:00.000-08:00

3rd and 4th February is a Playstation 3 day !

[ Loving the Rockband. ]

Cannot remember when this happen. But one night I was doing closing with Sue and Edward when Aslam came down with Romeo. Few minutes later, Aslam called Sue to quick and join them on the table if she wants to hear a good news. When Sue came back, hell yeah it was a really really good news for Sue although it was really last minute. Aslam told Sue not to come back for work for the rest of the week because he wants to clear Sue's hours. So, while Sue was not at the store, Romeo replaced her. It means Romeo will train Edward. Ughh.. Romeo.

I was doing opening on Friday. There was catering at SMU at 8:15am. Our fetco in store is not working so I have to go to China Square (which I don't understand why) early in the morning to brew the coffee for catering. Met Edward at Raffles Place MRT and we reached China Square right on time. Done with everything, took a cab to SMU and we're back at store by 8:15am. Yep, we're early. So that Friday was kind of bored when Romeo is around. Sorry but I just don't like him. His name especially.

Saturday was great because I'm doing closing with Leah. I miss working with her. :( Learn all the closing paperwork. Sunday was really slow. Edward and I were stuck on the paperwork for about an hour. In the end, we didn't finish it up because it was late and Sue told us to go home and continuue the next day. Yesterday was fine just that I hate it when there's a meeting. Aslam will always spoil my pre-closing plans. I don't really like Aslam too. :P

Random pictures.

[ Al-Iman kindergaten. ]

[ Love that soft hair. ]

[ Auni just love to do something to my hair. ]

[ Told ya. ]

P.S BOYFRIEND, WAKE UP ! :P

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Zea Zainal was here 5.03pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Picnic on Shartika's birthday.

2010-01-30T22:08:00.000-08:00

Boyfriend is still not feeling well. This morning I accompanied him to his camp to settle his MC and leave. He didn't talk much. My plan was to meet the girls at 9am but Shartika text me last minute that she's going to be late. So, I took a power nap at boyfriend's crib for a while. He have been like a lazy bum, lying on his bed all day. Hahah !

[ The picture I keep inside my wallet. ]

So anyway, Met Shartika at White Sands by 11am. By that time, Auni, Mas and Nab is already at Changi Beach. Got down the bus and we played the swing first. Hahah ! By the time, we've met them, the Prima Deli cake was ready. Sand her a birthday song. Soo... We picnic. Mama and Ayah made some salad and Egg Mayo. Auni's mum cooked for us Mee Goreng and Roti John. Shartika and her sister made us some ham and cheese sandwich which is superbly nice. Nab cooked lots of nuggets. We bought a kite and that was my favorite part. I have been wanting to fly a kite. Although the hot afternoon sun is directly above us and I had difficulties in looking up, it still never stop me from flying a kite. Had a nap while they were talking. Haha ! Went off around 4pm. I took the bus while they took a cab to Tampines. Now I'm super tired and guess what ? I'm getting dark. Blearggh.. !

I don't have any pictures with me. None of us brought a camera. Pictures are all in the handphone. Waiting for them to email it to me. And I'm sure its going to take them long. I can't believe that tomorrow is still January. Time is moving really slow. When is February coming ?

P.S I really miss you, Farhan. Please Please Please get well soon. Let's go for a swim.

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Zea Zainal was here at 10.08pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

PS3, Adik's engagement !

2010-01-30T01:30:00.000-08:00

I think I just got a lot to update. I have been busy with work and plans. Firstly, I would like to announce that my boyfriend is the most happiest owner of Playstation 3. He bought it last 2 weeks on 17 January. He also bought a set of Rockband. Wow, I love that. That's my favorite. But I don't come to his crib very often like I used to because sometimes my schedule is not the same as his.

Secondly, I would like announce that my sister, Huda, is already engaged last week on 23 January ! Believe it or not. Within a blink, she's already engaged to Dean. Phew.. Congrats, sis. It was kind of in a rush that night because Dean's side brought a ring along for a surprise and we haven't bought anything yet for Dean. :X Mama Jijah and Wak Enab helped out in the last minute packing. Pictures is ready at my Multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

[ Look at the ring !]

[ Happy sisters. ]

[ Ayah made us do this. Haha. ]

At last, its almost the end of January. I feel that January is moving quite slow. Maybe its the start of the year. Well, its already PAYDAY ! I have to focus. Settle my debts with Ayah. Put aside some for ... The rest is for my own spend. This morning I'm going for a picnic with the girls. I'm excited.

By the way, these neoprints is taken last year on 29 February. I can remember it very well because this is the day when he got discharged from prison and the family were at his crib celebrating his 21st birthday. We brought Imran out for a walk. He's not in a good mood actually. That's why he don't smile.

P.S I miss you, boyfriend. Get well soon.

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Zea Zainal was here 1.30am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

About the trip.

2010-01-12T03:24:00.000-08:00

On Saturday, was walking with boyfriend at Tampines. Planned to look for a bag that goes with his smart top but we end up buying for ourselves an Everlast tee. Super nice ! Took a bus to E!Hub. Surprised that there are lots of good movies. Its hard to decide. End up watching Alvin and The Chipmunks 2. Superb humorous movie.

Woke up at 6:45am the next morning. Got ready for a long day at the zoo. Supposed to meet Sue at Pasir Ris Interchange, latest by 8am. When I called her around 7:45am, she was still sleeping. Haha ! Well, she managed to meet us by 8:30am. Took 88 and dropped at Ang Mo Kio. Met Siti there and had breakfast at McDonalds. Leah came after our breakfast. Then we shop for some tidbits and drinks to bring along at NTUC. Took the bus to the zoo. Reached there by 12noon. Alicia and boyfriend, Fish, joined us a quarter way. Well, at least they're not late. Enjoyed watching the animal show. Managed to catch only 2 shows. Both are awesome. I like the Splash show although there stupid dumb whites thrash. We're all wet after the show. Haha ! Fun ! After a long tiring walk, took a cab to Simpang Bedok while Alicia and Fish headed their own way. Danny joined us for dinner.

After dinner, boyfriend sent me back home. Rest for a few minutes and out again to Abang Wan's chalet at Changi. Before that, Mama and I fetched Ayah first. Did not sit for long because we're too tired. I still had fun on that day.

I can't believe Farhan is actually nervous to meet my friends. Haha ! Well, they got along really well. Everyone is easygoing. Alicia even make a cheesecake for us. Wow ! Pictures is almost done at multiply. Maybe by this afternoon. Can't wait for my t-shirt to come. Hope its coming later. I'm waitingg...

P.S Wow, I had fun at Ubi just now. ;)

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Zea Zainal was here 3.24pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Zoo trip with baristas.

2010-01-11T01:40:00.000-08:00

Tired. Went to the zoo this morning with Spinellics, Sue, Leah, Siti and Alicia. Not forgetting Farhan and Alicia's boyfriend, Fish (that's how Alicia introduced him). Tired to update now. Pictures to entertain blog readers. Enjoy..

[ Baristas. Haha. ]

[ Feeling photographer. :P ]

[ Random shot by the count of 3. ]

[ Boyfriend like tourist. Haha. ]

[ Just love our new expensive (Haha) Everlast tees. ]

P.S Happy 35th birthday to brother-in-law, Abang Wan. :)

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Zea Zainal was here 1.40am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Exhausted day !

2010-01-07T00:51:00.000-08:00

I know its already a little too late to update Aidilfitri pictures. I feel like I have done it. Even if I did, I feel like doing it again. Just a few pictures that I'd like to share. Well, I just love to share nice pictures. Hehe. Am I ? Whatever.

[ Informal family. ]

[ From Matin's lens. I love this. At Yayi Tam's house. ]

[ I believe this is also from Matin's lens. Youngest cousin, Qistina. ]

Anyway, I'm very super duper exhausted today. Worked morning shift with Aslam (UGH!) and lucky me he stayed until 12noon because Anba and Sue came in at the same time. Still.. He just love to nag. Although he did not nag at me, I just feel irritated when he nag at my managers or trainees. Panas jer telinga nie. Really. It is just great when he's not around. Haha. So, I finished at 3pm. Walked around at Peninsula Plaza, Funan. Looking for a bag and brush (for work). Didn't realise it was almost 4pm. When I came back, Sue and Anba told me that Mama was there. I was just wondering why she didn't text me. If she did, I would have come on the spot and go home with her. Upset. Then waited for Leah, buy some food and I went home by cab. It costs me $20++. Look at the money, stress. I have been spending my money on ... I don't know. Shit.

Reached home at 6pm. On time to go back out again with Farhan as planned. It was a really tiring, hectic day. Working again and lucky me, I'm not doing opening. Haha. Maybe closing is just better. Thursday, please be nice.

P.S Can't wait for the trip to the zoo !

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Zea Zainal was here 12.51am..
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Funny countdown picture.

2010-01-05T02:23:00.000-08:00

Its 2 in the morning. I'm tired but I'm just going to make this post a quick one. I wanna share with you this picture. A funny picture. Taken during countdown 2010 with boyfriend, Izwan and Sha. After taking this picture, spot that guy at the back. Nak selit jer. Haha. When we try to look for him, within a blink, he's gone.

P.S Get well soon, Farhan.

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Zea Zainal was here 2.23am..
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KL to Kedah to Langkawi to KL... Whoaa !

2010-01-02T16:01:00.000-08:00

Langkawi Trip is a long story. Mama's side, a big group = big noise = fun. The main place of this trip is Langkawi. That's where everyone meets. My family had a 5 days 6 nights holiday. Sometimes I wish I could stay longer, sometimes I wish I could go home soon.

16 December 09.
10:00 AM: Depart from house.
12:00 PM: Light meal at Jusco Bukit Indah.
05:15 PM: Reached Kuala Lumpur. Check in at Hotel Equatorial.
08:00 PM: Dinner at The Manhanttan Fish Market with Uncle Faizal's family.

17 December 09.
02:00 AM: Webcam with Matin.
10:30 AM: Check out from Hotel Equatorial.

[ 12:00 PM: Light meal at Dunkin Donut. Meet Mak Han's and Pak Am's family. ]

02:00 PM: Lunch at pit stop. Meet Uncle Faizal's family there.
05:50 PM: Reached Kedah and check in at Samila Hotel.
07:45 PM: Skype with Adik at lobby.

[ 10:00 PM: Seafood dinner at Idaman Kuala. Pak Hatta's family also joined us. ]

18 December 09.
10:20 AM: Check out from Samila Hotel.

[ 10:40 AM: Breakfast at Pekan Rabu. ]

11:55 AM: At Pulau Kedah ferry terminal.
03:30 PM: Board the ferry to Langkawi.
05:00 PM: Reached Langkawi.
06:00 PM: Board the coach to our hotel.

[ 07:00 PM: Check in at Bella Vista Hotel. All the other relatives were already there. ]

08:00 PM: Meet everyone at the lobby. Walked to Langkawi Parade with Cikgu Zareen's family while the rest have dinner.
09:50 PM: Settle down at streets warung to have dinner.

19 December 09.
12:00 AM: Skype with boyfriend at lobby.
10:00 AM: Everyone meets at lobby and board the coach.
10:30 AM: Shopping at Kuah town.
01:30 PM: Lunch at Arabica Restaurant, Langkawi Parade, with Uncle Faizal's and Cikgu Zareen's family.
03:05 PM: Kilang Gamat, where all the fathers and mothers got excited. ;)

[ 03:30 PM: Makam Mahsuri. Al-fateha. ]

[ 04:50 PM: Kilim Geoforest Park. Where we ride a speed boat, looking at fishes, eagles, bats. ]

07:10 PM: Back at hotel to fresh up.

[ 08:20 PM: Dinner at Thailand Restaurant. ]

09:40 PM: Short walk to Dataran Helang.
10:35 PM: Skype with Adik.
11:00 PM: Back at hotel to rest.

20 December 09.
10:00 AM: Breakfast at Coffee House.
11:50 AM: Check out from Bella Vista Hotel.

[ 01:30 PM: Reached Sheraton Beach Resort. ]

03:00 PM: Check in again at Bella Vista Hotel (where Mak Han's family is the only one left) because Sheraton is expensive.
05:00 PM: Ayah and Mama went out while Eeka and me stayed in our room and had our meal delivered.
10:00 PM: Parents bought KFC and donuts for us.

21 December 09.
10:00 AM: Breakfast at Coffee House alone with Eeka while parents went out to get the ferry tickets.
10:55 PM: Play internet at lobby.
12:30 PM: Board the ferry back to Pulau Kedah with Mak Han's and Uncle Faizal's family.
02:40 PM: Reached Kedah.
03:20 PM: Take cab to Pak Am's cousin's bungalow to collect our respective cars.
05:10 PM: While Mak Han was topping up petrol, our's and Uncle Faizal's car waited outside. Mama was behind at the boot, taking something. When Uncle Faizal's car stopped beside our car, he told Ayah that we'll just meet at Tapa. Then Ayah quickly change the gear and drive off, leaving Mama behind and the boot door open. Joke of the year !! I still can't stop laughing thinking about it.
10:25 PM: Reached Crowne Plaza Mutiara.

[ 11:40 PM: Dinner at Pelita with Mak Han's and Yayi Napi's family.

22 December 09.
11:30 AM: Check out from Crowne Plaza Mutiara.
11:40 AM: Tea at Pelita.

[ 01:35 PM: Reached Damansara. ]

02:40 PM: Lunch at Marche.
09:10 PM: Reached Johor. Had dinner at Pandan City.
11:25 PM: Home sweet home.

Pictures will be at http://zeazainal.multiply.com very soon after I'm done with this blog entry. Its a hell lot of a picture. So enjoy it.

[ Countdown 2010 with my uniform. Haha ! ]

Alhamdulillah parents are okay. But Ayah is still sad to stop playing Yoville. He got a lot of friends there. I realise that game is not only a game for Ayah. Yoville is where he socialise. He found a good friend that he needed from all over the world. This is a friend that my dad got. Its not easy to start back from a scratch and to find the same friend again. I feel you, Ayah. I want you continue and enjoy playing Yoville on your leisure time. I want you to put back all your furniture at home and stop giving it away to me and your friends. Continue what you're doing. I believe Mama understand.

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Zea Zainal was here 04:01pm..
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Brand new year.

2010-01-01T12:22:00.000-08:00

While waiting for Ayah to come back from work on Wednesday the 30th, boyfriend is always there to cheer me up, make me smile, make me laugh. He will do anything for that. Maybe that's one of the reason I fall in love with him. (:

[ This is what we drew on MSN chat. A pretty rainbow. Haha. ]

[ This is what Kakak and him drew. Haha. ]

Things get a little out of control that night. My mind go blanked, I'm speechless. What had happened, I'm really not ready. Just not ready for everything that is happening and going to happen. I'm scared to face the music, really really scared. I just hoped that parents managed to talk it out nicely. Pray hard every night for everything will to go back to normal.

I was doing closing yesterday. Just had a thought of watching the fireworks but it was so packed. Then just trying our luck by calling Izwan and he is also at town with Sha. Met them at City Hall, he was driving so parked at Suntec City and walked to Marina Square. Thanks guys, it was a perfect view of the fireworks. And guess what ? This is the first time seeing the fireworks with boyfriend. It was nice, I love it. A brand new year, a brand new start. Hopes everything just get back to normal.

Up early today because was supposed to go for lunch with Sue and Leah. But Leah kental cannot get out of bed and too tired. Hahah. So just forget it, I'm gonna stay at home.

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Zea Zainal was here 12.22am..
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Almost the last day of holiday.

2009-12-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

Currently still on a holiday. Just came back from Langkawi. Now at Kuala Lumpur. My all time favorite hotel, Crowne Plaza Mutiara. I just got so much to update. Just some pictures to keep this blog alive. Will come back again most probably end of this week because when I come back, I will be busy with my test and work. See you !

[ At Pulau Kedah ferry terminal with the kids. ]

[ At Bella Vista with the kids. ]

[ Our room at Bella Vista, the fucked up hotel. ]

[ Skype with boyfriend. I miss him. ]

[ Skype with Adik. ]

P.S Happy one year and eight months, boyfriend. I miss you damn bad.

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Zea Zainal was here 1.10am..
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At KL now.

2009-12-17T00:50:00.000-08:00

Monday the 14th, I was working morning shift until 2pm. Farhan came to my work. After work, planned to go for a little shopping. I decide to go to Orchard Central since we have never been there. Not a lot of people but its a super big mall. Can't find what we wanted, so we took a cab to City Square Mall since Farhan's friend recommend us to go there. Turn up, its a not place to shop and its really our bad day. We're hungry, so have a quick meal at McDonalds. Then, we took a cab back to Somerset, dropped at The Heeren. Still, we can't find anything that we're looking for. So we decided to walk to Takashimaya and we end up at Kinokuniya. Farhan treat me one book while he bought for himself two. Thank you boyfriend ! Then we walked to Shaw House. Get kinda lost at Ion (another super big mall). Hahah ! We catch the movie Twilight New Moon and it was superb ! I love it ! But I don't like the cinema hall/theater. I can't believe it was that bad. So the movie ended at 11pm, we walked to the bus stop at Far East Plaza and thought of taking 518. Its just not our day, the last bus has ended, so we took the cab back to my place from there.

When the day ends, I realise that its our reunion day. Hahah ! How time flies. Congratulations boyfriend for being the Best NSF this month. Really happy for you. This is what you get when you're patient at stuffs; especially at work. And also to Muhammad Rizwan bin Othman, you are not forgotten. I was just so busy with lots of stuffs. You're finally 18, big boy. Sorry I did not text or beep you.

Today is Wednesday the 16th. Its holiday, yeah. Believe it or not, I'm at Kuala Lumpur right now at this moment with parents and Eeka. Went off at 10 this morning. Reached here around 5pm. I brought my laptop along. I know that I will be bored. Hahah ! I'm already missing boyfriend already. Won't be back until next week.

Webcam at the hotel. Look at the little girl sleeping. Heheh. This is at Equatorial Hotel. Not that bad. Currently on facebook, chatting with Matin about cars while waiting for boyfriend to call. leaving for Kedah tomorrow. Will update soon yaww.. Take care, friends and familes.

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Zea Zainal was here at 12.50am..
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Leah transfer out.

2009-12-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

Got a good news and a bad news. Good news is, congrats to the 3 managers, Sue, Leah and Anba because they have been promoted. Bad news, Leah has transfered to Amara and I guess I will be seeing more of Aslam. I don't know why but I just happen not to like him from the start he got promoted to be the district manager. Maybe because he's the district of the store I'm working at. Haha. Whatever, I don't like him. So, since Leah is now at Amara, I have been working more with Sue. That means there's a very low chance I will do full shift again on Sunday. I suspect that Aslam will be working on every Sunday.

Anyway, I got to go to the penguin bookfair on Sunday with boyfriend ! Yeah ! I bought two while boyfriend only got one. Total is for $15. Very cheap though I can't find any Danielle Steel or Nicholas Sparks's boook. :( I hope that I got a good book.

Yeah, holiday to Langkawi next week yaww..

Zea Zainal was here 9.05pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

RIP hamster mok.

2009-12-06T02:07:00.000-08:00

Today one of my hamster died. I woke up at 10 this morning just to go to the toilet because of my cramped stomach. Eeka told me to look at the hamster. When I look at them, I was shocked to see one of them is lying down, not breathing. When I touch it, its body is already hard. I took it out of the cage while Mama was standing beside me looking at it. When I hold it, I start to feel sad. When I put it down, I can feel tears starting to roll down my cheeks. I put it aside first while I get my cramped stomach to rest. At 1 this afternoon, Mama accompanied me downstairs to bury it. When I was back up, I start to cry again. It may sound crazy but I just start to love my hamsters the day boyfriend and I bought them. They are just so cute and so adorable. Rest in peace, mok.

I want to go to the bookfair tomorrow. I must go !

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Zea Zainal was here 2.07am..
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Addictive games.

2009-11-28T22:04:00.000-08:00

Games are so addictive. Yes ! I can't stop playing games. Lots of games. Too many to list. hahahah ! Okay, its Hari Raya Haji, I wanted to work on this PH but I didn't get any shift. So yesterday Mama and Ayah went to Batam to sembelih kambing around noon I guess. I woke up around 3pm, woke Farhan up. Then went to Cik Ilah's crib. Farhan came at night to eat Mama's sambal goreng. (: I just like Hari Raya because I simplt love Mama's sambal goreng.

Last week, I went to Johor with parents. Got to go to the showroom of our new house there. It was nice. I can say I kind of like it. I think parents have already paid a little for it. Work is okay. Family is okay. Boyfriend is always okay. So I have nothing much to update. Now just waiting for my parents to come back from Batam.

P.S YES ! I can go to Phillipines !

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Zea Zainal was here 10.04pm..
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Big cage.

2009-11-16T18:40:00.000-08:00

Went to to Vivi City with boyfriend on Thursday the 12th. Was at Pet Safari looking at stuffs that we're supposed to get. Bought some toys and vitamins for our hamsters. Then we took the bus to Bedok. Went to Bedok North bought another cage because boyfriend wants to join them up together. Whee.. A bigger house for them. (:

[ They're linked. ]

[ Happy. ]

Working until 12noon on Friday. Met Eeka the birthday girl after work. It was raining so heavily. We're so kecoh under one umbrella. Eeka having fun with the puddles while I try to avoid it. PPpppfffttt... ! Walked to Marina Square. Was looking for her present. At last, got a topshop top her. Then we had our meal at Long John Silver since she want it. After our meal, had a puff and I head back home by bus while she meet her friend. It was raining so heavily, slippers no friction. Reached home by 6pm and that was late okay.

[ Happy 17th Birthday. ]

It was Farhan's sister, Iqah, birthday the next day. Catch the movie, Paranormal Activity. It was a scary, thrill movie. Really. But after the movie, we thought of many theories that it was not true. Anyway, that movie has a few alternate endings. And now I wonder why they make such movie. Hahah. After movie, had dinner with boyfriend's family at Al-fresco, Downtown.

And last night, had dinner with family at Budget Terminal. Eeka didn't get her banana split. They don't have banana split there. Hahah. When we got home, watched The Proposal with Eeka. Do the laundry and went to sleep.

P.S I want to go to Philippines this February. PLEASE !!!

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Zea Zainal was here 6.40pm..
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Momo, Doink, Tarzan and Ecut.

2009-11-08T19:30:00.000-08:00

Firstly, I would like to welcome home the four super cute ! Planned to get just two and at last, we got 4. Hahah ! On Friday, we went to Farmway. It was a long walk along the canal. Found the shop that sell hamsters. Just thought of surveying only. But we decided to buy because we find it much cheaper compared to the one near Parkway Parade. Much much cheaper. We bought the stuffs (including the 3 male since they don't have a female), called a cab, straight went to boyfriend's crib and settle them down. Then went to Afghan to buy the rest of the stuffs, extra bottle, tunnels and we also bought one more female. Went back again, settle them down.

After that, went to Changi Hospital (again!) to visit boyfriend's grandmum. After hospital, went to my mum's chalet for a while. Ate something and singgah Faizal and Sam's chalet. Something happen to Didie. Its like everyone is drinking. Sat down, talk and went home by cab. The next morning, had breakfast with boyfriend since both of us work in the morning. After work, went back and had my nap. Mama fetched us to the chalet. After chalet, went to boyfriend's crib to play with 4 super cute ! Heheh !

P.S yay ! Bring them home tomorrow morning. :D

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Zea Zainal was here 7.30pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

MJ

2009-11-02T13:21:00.000-08:00

Catched This Is It Michael Jackson on Friday the 30th with boyfriend and girlfriends including Mas's and Shar's little sister. Auni treat us popcorn and drinks as to make it up to me about the Raya thingy. It was a cool so-called movie. I can feel him there and its like watching his concert live. I love it and I will never stop support you, MJ. After movie, take neoprints and the rest decide to head home while boyfriend and I had our meal at McDonalds with Auni. Then we're distracted by this Helloween parade at Downtown. The ghost is really scary ! After our meal, we went to the nearest block, accompanied Auni until Yan came to fetch her. By the time, Yan reached, we missed our last bus already. So walked slowly back to Farhan's crib then had some tea at central and we took a cab home.

[ After taking this picture, I got to know its Didie ! ]

[ Auni took a lot of photos with ghost, not me. ]

On Saturday, woke up kind of late. Had dinner at Simpang Bedok with Farhan's family. I really do love the Crayfish. Yum yum ! Too bad boyfriend can't have it. :P After dinner, I went to Afghan with Farhan. We already bought a cage for Momo and Doink. It was a 3 storey cage, with a number of tunnels, complete with their toilet and wheel. I'm sure Momo and Doink will have a good time in there, they will love it ! I'm so excited for the day they ! Wheee~

We visit Farhan's grandmother on Sunday after Farhan finish work. Yep, it was at Changi General Hospital which is also known as the Most Stupidest Hospital in Singapore. Stupid hospital with a fucking system. After the visit, took bus to Afghan and had meal at McDonalds (again, just to play monopoly games). After the meal, he sent me back home. We're still tired of Saturday which get back home very late.

Just now is my Social Studies paper and it also sucks a lot ! It doesn't state anything about Venice. When I got the paper, there you see a structured essay question about Venice. What the hell ?! If I knew it, I won't hesitate to ask notes from Matin or Fairuza. Dang !

[ A random picture of Auni's kemek face. ]

PS So sleepy.. And tomorrow morning is my History paper.

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Zea Zainal was here 1.21pm..
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paloroid !

2009-10-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

I have been wanting to update. But it seems like i don't have enough time because this week and next is O levels week. Had already complete English and Maths. Left with Social Studies, History and Malay. English was okay. Maths sucks.

Okay, rewind back to 2 weeks. It was 14 October. Working in the morning with Sue. Got to know that Romeo mengharumkan nama Spinelli because he catched a snatch thief (Mbaa Mbaa). It was in the New Paper. I was thinking, this is just a thought, Chinasquare not busy is it ? Pppfftt..! Finishing work, Leah, Sue and I had fun with Sue's birthday present. Took a few shots.

[ Manager Sue. ]

[ Leah and Sue. ]

After work, meet Boyfriend and went to Downtown East. Thought of just having a drink at McCafe but our eyes caught this new seafood restaurant and decided to give it a try. Spent over $50 for this random dinner. Kind of nice. It was a pleasent dinner. After dinner, I got to know that it was our reunion date. ;)

[ Tom Yam Soup. ]

[ Lemon chicken. ]

[ Cereal prawn. ]

It was Sunday on 18 October. I was doing closing with Leah. When I was in the bus on my home, Sue called me and ask if I want to catch 500 days of summer with her. It was a last minute plan. Once I reached home, quickly changed my clothes and meet Sue at her bus stop by 11pm. She already bought the 11.45pm tickets. This is a superb movie. Really really nice. I recommend everyone to watch this. My rate for this movie 10/10 ! After the movie, walked back slowly along street 21. Was talking and talking then decided to sit down for a while and take a cab home. Reached home by 3am.

The next day catch a movie Pandorum with boyfriend since he wanted to watch it. It was just okay. I rate the movie like 5/10. Heheh.

[ This is random. I woke up one day and found them in that position. ]

[ While waiting for tutor to come. ]

23 October, it was Farah's birthday. It sucks when Farah didn't receive my birthday wish. I thought she's using the new number. ): Anyway, boyfriend take leave and Sharill was warded at Changi General Hospital. Decided to visit. When we reached there, its like we have to queue up, take a mask, give our identity card. The best part is every bed, only 2 person can visit. What kind of system is this ? We had a hard time getting through shits of the system. When we finally got up, a few minutes later, a girl (who served us) came with a cisco. Why must she bring the cisco ? She don't have a mouth to talk to us ? Puki, isap buah cisco banyak pe ? Cisco step sweet talk. Doesn't load for us okay ! A few times walked past them, we mentioned that the girl angkat buah. Let them know.

After a so-called visit Sharill, we took a shutter bus to Eastpoint. Went to Banquet and I have my fish soup ! Hahah. Had our meal there. Then we went to Safari (is it ?) to survey on hamsters and stuffs. Actually, boyfriend plans to keep hamsters as a pet since he cannot have a turtle.

The next on the 24 October, continue to window shop for hamster near Parkway Parade. There's a thought of keeping a rabbit too but its too expensive. I don't mind hamsters anyway. This is a sudden excitement. I can't wait to bring it home ! (:

[ Handome ! ]

Okay so on the 26th, 27th and 28th of October is the O levels days. Monday is our English. I manage to do comprehension but I didn't get to finish up my summary (which sucks). Narrative and letter writing was okay but I don't think I have a good story line. ): Tuesday and Wednesday is our Maths and it sucks a lot ! Paper 1 is what our tutor go through with us. Not all but majority ! Paper 2 is fucking difficult. I am happy to complete the last question which is about frequency and probability though I don't think I can pass. Ughh.. !

Oh yep, had a satisfying dinner just now at East Coast Lagoon with family. Ikan bakar and kerang.. Mmmmm... Just this two stuffs to satisfy my appetite. Don't get the wrong idea, we ordered many more but this two is what I only ate just now. Hahah.

Mama and Ayah says they're going to Johor this morning to look at houses. Pray hard it won't really happen. I don't want to live a Malaysia. ):

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Zea Zainal was here 2.20am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Al-fateha to Wak Sari.

2009-10-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

[ Rocket. ]

[ Ayah's cool shades. ]

First all, finally. Like finally. Pictures has finish uploaded at multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com Enjoy the pictures. I have also upload the rocket video. Not everyone can see it. :P

[ Dinner on Friday night. :P ]

On Saturday 10th October, finished work at 3pm. Was rushing to meet boyfriend at Tanah Merah MRT. Rushed because he's working night shift. Went to Tanah Merah because Sharill want us to come along to airport to buy Popeye. Yes, Sharill. He's a big boy. Hahah ! From there, we took bus 34 to their workplace. Boyfriend gives me money to take cab home since I got a lot of things in hand. I bought a super big goofy for him. ;)

I realised that boyfriend and I have been spending much on cinemas. Hahah. And yesterday we catch a midnight show at E!Hub. The late Tsunami (or something like that). My rate is 8/10. It was a good movie but there are lots of talking. After movie, we walked to central. Had some tea. Then one of the pakcik friend came and join us. Central is just not like last time when I met Farhan back again. And we just got to know that Wak Sari had passed away few months back. Damn, I was speechless.

Tuition just now and working morning shift from tomorrow until Friday. I think I will just work on Saturday since it was a public holiday and double pay. If I work on Saturday, I will be working for the whole stretch of the week because Sunday I'm also doing closing. Pppffttt.. ! Should I ?

P.S Happy 28th birthday to Manager Sue. Be happy babe.
Happy 18th birthday to Masitah Abbas. See you soon !
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Zea Zainal was here 10.56pm..
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Hari Raya oii

2009-09-30T15:17:00.000-07:00

Almost 2 weeks of Raya already. I haven't get to see most of my cousins because of work. I'm really sad. ): And Multiply is suddenly being such a pain in the ass. It takes hours and hours to wait for it to finish upload and I gave up. It sucks. I'm still trying to do something about it. It may takes a little while. Enjoy pictures..

[Formal stand up. ]

[ Formal sit down. ]

[ Informal stand up. ]

[ Informal sit fown. ]

Went out with Farhan on the 25th. Cover a few houses. Most of it went to Farhan's relatives houses. The last house was mine. There were loads of people.

[ Purple this year ! ]

[ Complete with songkok, samping and capal. I likee.. ]

Currently waiting for Yanti to come to my crib. Was slacking with Sue and Siti last night at Simpang Bedok. Home by 2am. Wanted to go to Funan later. Laptop mouse is still not fine. Ughh..

P.S Its pay day ! (=

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Zea Zainal was here 3.17pm..
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Momo wish Selamat Hari Raya.

2009-09-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

Yay ! Its raya tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow ! Time fly just so fast huh. Boyfriend, you've made it ! Yay, you fast for the whole month ! Yeah, I had fun last night with boyfriend. We played rocket near the beach. Bought lots of fireworks and lots of tape a week before. It was fun yaww.. ! Its my first time making one and it flew ! Whew.. After having fun with it, went to Central and had teh peng. Random. Hahah.

So yesterday also did some spring cleaning in my room. Thanks for the help, Adik. Cleaned every corner of it. Take a break after breaking our fast (then I went to meet Farhan for rocket). When I came back at night, continue cleaning it up. Boyfriend also busy with his spring cleaning. When Mama woke up at 4am, we're left with bedsheets to change. Finished everything by 5am (including taking a shower). Then had our sahur and I got ready to accompany Mama go to pasar Geylang.

Went out around 6.20am. Fetched Matin from his home. Reached pasar at 7am and its already jam. It was so packed ! Can you imagine ? Its only 7 in the morning. Bought stuffs that needed and luckily there's Matin. Because he helped us carry all the stuffs. Then went to Ubi because Matin is taking his driving license. Mama wanted to enroll for me but not enough money. So she decided to do it next week. Then went to the big Giant at Tampines. Bought a little bit more stuffs. Sent Matin home and we reached home at 10am. Ayah already awake by then and he was cleaning up the living room. I straight went to bed. Real tired.

Oh my pet, Momo, also ready to celebrate Raya with us. ;)

[ In his baju kurung. ]

[ Waiting for people to come. ]

[ The new living room. Complete with Wau Bulan. ]

[ Boyfriend's pet, Doink, also in her baju kurung. ]

[ Raya at Ayah's pet, Dewi, house. ]

[ Mama's pet, Kiki, ready with his shades. ]

[ Last but not least, Adik's pet, Schnappy. ]

Okay, just came back from Loyang Point with Adik. Accompany her buy contact lens. Now waiting for boyfriend to finish cleaning up his room. Will be playing fireworks with sisters later at night. Maybe Mama joining us. Hahah.

PS Once the truth is revealed, you just can't hide from it. No matter how hard you try to lie. Fuck all this people who keeps hurting my Mama.

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Zea Zainal was here 9.53pm..
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Thank you Boyfriend.

2009-09-16T01:38:00.000-07:00

As raya is coming, I better update. (: Will be busy this week. Busy with work and spring cleaning the house. I want to scrub eveyrthing that must be scrub (insyallah). Heheh.

Anyway on Saturday 12 September, its boyfriend's payday. He already planned to get a new PSP for his little sister. So his dad recommend him to his friend's shop. Its a Mat Rep shop at Bedok North. Waited for like 1 hour for the PSP and they said something is wrong with the memory card (bleargh!). And we decided to come back the next day. Took a bus to Bedok interchange and then a train to Bugis. Straight went to Iluma to buy our movie tickets. Decided to watched The Final Destination in 3D. ;)

Then went to Swensens (according to our plan) to break our fast. It was a very long queue and we're very lucky to reserve a table. Hahah.

[ His fish and chips. ]

[ My mac and cheese. ]

[ My lime soda taste like soap. ]

[ How a Korean takes picture. ]

[ He said he's trying to spy. ]

[ Our desserts. Yummm... ! ]

After break fast, catch our movie. It was a cool movie (3D pe). After movie, catch a bus back home. And I don't know why suddenly there's lots of balloons in front of Al-Iman Kindergaten. Hahah !

We went back to Bedok North on Sunday. Bought 2 PSP. For Farhan's little sister and his aunty, Cik Ilah. We just hate Mat Reps doing business. They are a liar. Before we bought it, they say everything is included. When the PSP is ready to collect, nothing is included. Farhan have to even ask for a casing. What if we don't ask for it ? Shit ! And the software is also a shit ! Blog readers, please don't buy any from Mat Rep's shop. They don't even have a receipt. Fucker.

Monday went to catch a movie again. Kind of a last minute plan. Was working opening that day. Went home with Ayah. Then Ayah received a call from Cik Ina telling him that Grandpa fell (again) and waiting for the ambulance to come. Lucky its not serious. Just had a back pain. So after break fast at home, had a short nap and went out to E!Hub. We watched Gamer. Came in quite late. Just missed a little of the starting part. Another nice movie. I like it.

Working opening tomorrow. Today I mean. Ppfftt..! Wondering what happens to my laptop mouse sensor. It can't move. Ugh !

P.S Realise the straight hair ? Had it done last week at Bedok. ;)

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Zea Zainal was here 1.38am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-09-07T18:37:00.000-07:00

Can't believe it that I have made it this far for fasting. And next Sunday is already RAYA ! I'm missing those morning, afternoon and evening with Farhan. We've always been meeting after break fast because we don't really trust ourselves. Both of us want to make it full and cherish it this holy month of Ramadhan. ;)

[ Look, they're mating. ]

[ One night, I make-up Adik. ]

[ An old pic. ]

Nothing much to update. Just that supposed to go out with the girls today but cancelled. ): I don't know when am I going to be free again. Pppffttt.. !

P.S Can't wait for Saturday. ;)

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Zea Zainal was here 6.37pm..
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MRs Field cookie from Eeka.

2009-08-31T01:23:00.000-07:00

Back to update. Just came back from meeting Fazzila, Fairuza and one of their friend at Orchard. Was supposed to break fast with them but I can't make it because I was rushing to send some food for Farhan at work. Rushed to central, bought some kuih for his parents, bought prata for him and his friend. Then walked to his crib. By the time I reached there, everything was ready. His mum also packed for him his drinks that he forgot to bring in the morning. Pppfffttt.. ! It was heavy. Reached his workplace around 6.30pm and rushed back home by cab. Ayah made an omlette. ;)

So was at town, yeah. Didn't do much. Just walked to Takashimaya because Eeka actually wanted to buy some books at Kinokuniya but it was closed. So we walked to Heeren and slack at Spinelli then went home. Oh, Eeka did not, she went to meet friends at Central. It have been 2 days she never sahur with us. Bleargh !

[ My supervisor, Leah Luis. ]

Was doing closing on Friday. It was a long and slow day for us. Was craving for fish at Long John but Leah told me that the one at Capitol was closed. I was like.. Really ?! So walked to Funan and just bought a Filet O Fish for myself to break fast. Thought I was slow at closing but at last, we managed to finish 30 minutes earlier. Going back alone by bus and reached home around midnight.

Few minutes later, I heard someone knocking on my door. That person did not press my doorbell actually. Shocked and scared for a moment but was glad that I saw boyfriend through the peek hole. What a surprise visit from him. (: He was from Geyland with his family. He came down in the middle of night just to show me that he bought a purple Baju Kurung ( The colour is actually the same as mine. The one in 2006. ) and was happy to have that. Hahahah ! As I was alone at home, parents went to Johor and sisters was outside, he accompanied me until around 2am. Was sitting outside my crib when we suddenly heard a loud crash. It was an accident. The blue taxi's oil was leaking. And it took the 30 to 40 minutes for the Traffic Police to arrive. So anyway, when the Traffic Police was there and Adik was home, boyfriend make a move.

The next morning, Anba called me telling me that I am supposed to work. I was like what the hell ?! I can't remember asking for Saturday morning. And I had a feeling that Anba and Leah was mad at me. So I talked to Sue and she insist that I did ask for Saturday opening. I remembered the week before, she even offered me closing on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. But I only choose Friday. What's the meaning ?

Whatever. Here's the picture I found at Ayah's Newsmy. It was actually a camera plus music, video, radio etc. Not so cool that's why nobody's using it. Hahah !

[ If I'm not wrong, this picture was taken the day before he went in. ]

[ At McCafe. ]

[ Candid. ]

[ Little sister bought for me this yesterday from Mrs Field cookies. ]

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Zea Zainal was here 1.23am..
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Miss Imran. ):

2009-08-28T01:54:00.000-07:00

I miss this big boy. ):

Had oral just now and it *****. Its talking about chemistry. From a science subject to friends. What the ? I predict a failure. Damn ! Was supposed to come to work actually. Well, so I called Aslam to cover me and Sue was like don't want to talk to me. Hahha ! I didn't know you actually let Anba off. Sorry babe. Just don't want to trouble you.

Hyper to study. What's wrong with me ?! Hahahah !

PS I want to see Imran on my next day off, please.

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Zea Zainal was here 1.54am..
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2009-08-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

Look at the birthday card I made specially for Mama at Facebook. Hahah. Okay, this is random. Monday blues !

Was at home the whole day. Was supposed to study with Shikin and Faizal. But Shikin woke up late. Break fast with Ayah and Mama just now. Sister are all out. I slept after buka until around 10pm. Woke up and sit in the kitchen with my laptop while listening to the radio. Chipmunk is back with KC ! Hahah.

Yeah, can't deny that I love listening to Ria. Especially The O Show and Klub Kelakar Seram. But it have been quite some time I didn't listen to The O Show. Because I always woke up late. Hahaha !

I actually checked my friendster just now. Got a msg from Gee. I beeped her. And yeah, she do remember me. Tomorrow is her 20th birthday. Hope we'll get to meet up soon. (:

This is also random. But I'm starting to miss Farhan. I know its an audit month. He's busy at work. I still do miss him though. Maybe I miss him because of the 24 hour shift. I'm not complaining. I like that shift. Time pass quite fast. Oh, he's taking his PH this Thursday. Yay ! It means I got Tuesday until Saturday with him. Hahahah !

PS I can't believe what I'm hearing about Abg Rudy. Maybe I do believe but ... He really did that ?!

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Zea Zainal was here 1.00am..
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CRAMP stomach.

2009-08-20T22:52:00.000-07:00

Geesh. Had a very very painful stomach cramp just now. I have no idea what's wrong. Not menses for sure. Its hard for me to walk. While waiting for the traffic light to turn green, was standing under the hot sun and suddenly my vision goes black. Then I vomited water. Yeah, water because I haven't had my meal yet. I really cannot take it. So I called Mama and went to the clinic at Central. Doctor gave an injection. Swear its very painful. Painful than a typhoid. Pppfffttt.. !

After that, Mama sent us home. Had my 2 hours rest (according to doctor's advice) and everything feel much better. Pain was gone. Don't feel like vomiting. No headaches. Nothing. Called Farhan and met him to have our prata (actually we planned to eat at the afternoon) at Central. Then he had his haircut. Dah macam flat top. Hahah ! Took bus back to his home to have his quick shower then send me back home.

Working in the morning tomorrow. Geesshh.. Why did I choose morning shift huh ? And next week I only got 1 shift. That's okay, Sue. Sorry I can't help on other days. I really have a lot to catch up on studies.

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Zea Zainal was here 10.52pm..
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Fun at work.

2009-08-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

Work have been fun ever since Sue came back. Be it with Leah or Anba, I had my laughs. Was working opening just now with Sue. Had a lot of laugh. And Danny complain how noisy we were behind the counter. But when Jovi is there, we're so quiet. Hahah ! So after work, met Farhan and we walked to Raffles City with Sue. She wanted to go to bank and I was actually looking for the adidas shop but it was closed ! And I didn't know ! So we walked to Citylink but the thing I was looking for is not there. So we took the train to Orchard and went to Pacific Plaza. I like that thing yaww.. ! You guys will know that thing once I got it. (:

Then we took 5 back to Pasir Ris and headed back home. I was really tired. Once home, had my dinner and went to bed. Farhan woke me up at 10pm and got to know that tuition was cancelled. So I woke up lazily. On my laptop, played games. Kakak cooked for me maggie. Hahah. I'm still so tired. Working in the morning again tomorrow with Anba. Then tuition at 7pm. A long day was waiting for me tomorrow.

P.S Mind the repeated sentence (if there's any) and shyts in this post. Just so tired.

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Zea Zainal was here 12.10am..
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New lappy toppy !

2009-08-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

Hey yaww.. Take a look at Farhan's edit. Its actually for me to put as a wallpaper at my laptop.

Did I just say my laptop ? Hahah. Yes yes, my laptop. Just got it last night. Was working in the morning yesterday and I was browsing through a newspaper Today. I saw Eee PC selling at cheap price. I was thinking about that laptop. After work, Farhan and I planned to go to Funan since he was looking for a new PSP. While walking around, I saw another cheap laptop. Called Ayah if I can borrow his money. I said that I can pay him monthly 100 bucks. He said okay. (:

After Farhan and I walked around at Funan, we took the bus back to Afghan to survey more PSPs. Then we head back to his home. I suddenly remembered that Leah kept for an Egg box Sandwich that I like and I forgot to bring it home. So I called Mama asking her if she can singgah to my workplace after fetching Ayah. So then, Mama fetch me at Farhan's crib around 7.30pm.

After fetching Ayah, I asked if they want to take a look at the laptop I was talking about. Since we're going to my workplace and Funan is just beside it. Unfortunately, the cheap laptop that I want, the shop is closed. So we walked to the opposite side and were looking at laptop. And yeahh.. Ayah got one for me for 1098 bucks. Its quite cheap okay. And its super cool shyt ! I love it. The price is not that bad for this of laptop.

Thanks again to Ayah. Promise will pay you back monthly. I love you !

And last night, Farhan came down to my place around 11pm. Gave me some games to play on laptop. Hahah. Thanks also to boyfriend. (:

P.S Now that I got a laptop, maybe I should start writing my novels. After Os maybe. Insyallah.

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Zea Zainal was here 9.42pm..
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Sentosa week.

2009-08-10T17:10:00.000-07:00

Have already update pictures on multiply. Midnight surprise, Sentosa with boyfriend and Sentosa with girlfriends. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

Was working yesterday. After work, while walking towards the MRT, I saw a guy wearing a red shirt and white pants. And on the pants, there's a drawing of a logo anarchy. What is he trying to show ? Just making a fool of himself. Hahahah !

Anyway, updating some of the pictures here.

[ His remix. My comment is, "cool shyt". ]

[ His edit. That's us under the tree. Hahah ! ]

[ My remix. ]

[ My edit. ]

[ Midnight surprise. ]

[ Sentosa with boyfriend. ]

[ Sentosa with girlfriends. ]

I feel like saying thanks again. Thanks to people for the wish. Thanks sisters for the surprise. Thanks boyfriend for the treat. Thanks girls for the day at Sentosa. Thanks mama for the cake. Thanks ayah for the help with the decoration in my room. Thanks a lot everybody. I appreciate it.

To boyfriend, how can I forget your presence ? You have already make a big impact on my life. I love you so much ! Pity you have to stay until afternoon after work because of team 3. Patience okay ? Being patient is the best and only thing to do.

PS NDP 2009 is cool. Especially the first part. Heheh.

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Zea Zainal was here 5.10pm..
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18th birthday !

2009-08-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

Birthday was super cool this year. Legal age ! HAHA ! Still I feel so young. I'm still not used to buy cigarettes. Birthday surprise video from Farhan and a mini party in my room with Farhan and sisters. Then we walked to Loyang Point with our party hats on and I bought cigarettes. Hahah ! Woke up early in the morning to go Sentosa with Farhan. It was WOW ! 300bucks spent ! And just now I went to Sentosa again with friends. Auni, Mas, Shar and Nab. It was really fun to gather again. We had our Luge & Skyride. Then we went to Fort Siloso and then to Images Of Singapore since it was a free entry. It was fun and really really tiring. I'm glad you guys can make it. Mas and Auni gave me 2 mini penguins for my birthday present. It was real cute ! The mini penguin can hop. HAHAHA ! I'm uber tired right now. So pictures on mini party and Sentosa will update at Multiply real soon. (:

Here's the picture taken on 1 August 09. Boyfriend and I were camwhoring.

[ Making me do like a penguin. ]

Go for a hair treatment on 2 August 09. Wow, I feel so new. Hair is really soft. Next up, highlighting ! Yeahhh.. ! Boyfriend's shift is changing. ): I really prefer it to be 24 hours work and 48 hours off. It means on that one month, they only worked for 10 days and 20 days off. Now they're changing it 20 days work and 10 days off. What the hell ?! On the behalf of rota, "bodoh nye commisioner".

Off to sleep. Am really tired after all the walking at Sentosa. National Day tomorrow ! Double pay ! Woohoo ! Before I end this entry, thanks to family and friends for the birthday wish. I really appreciate it. I'm really happy you guys remember. Thanks a lot you guys !

P.S My 17th birthday wish has come true. To celebrate it with Farhan and went to Sentosa. (:

Zea Zainal was here 1.19am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Just few more days !

2009-07-31T20:12:00.000-07:00

Just few more days to legal age. Gosh, I already feel old.

Updating pictures on 09 July 09. Went out with Eki and Eeka to Bras Basah. Looking for textbooks. I'm really in big trouble. Not confident that I can pass. Because I don't have a book ! So after Bras Basah, had drink at Starbucks. Then we met Farhan at the MRT. Eki treat us McDonalds. After meal, Farhan and I went to look around for a new bag for me.

On 14 July 09, out to Orchard with Farhan. Looking for new tops to wear on my birthday. Farhan also bought for me a new black jeans. Thanks boyfriend ! After we got our stuffs, went to Esplanade and grabbed a marshmellow chocolate. Ate it by the riverside. It have been so long since I've been there. Haha.

[ And boyfriend really actually look good on that top. ]

Happy belated 23rd birthday to Eki ! Birthday falls on 18th July. Was doing closing on Friday and reached home few minutes after midnight. Brought back for her a Truffle cake. Unluckily, parents not home. They left for KL (as usual). So on the 18th itself, Farhan's mum bought a movie ticket to Harry Potter. The movie is really boring okay ! Watched movie with Cik Ilah, Farhan's mum, Iqah and friend, Irfan and Imran. After the movie, Irfan and Imran pulled my hands and dragged me inside the arcade. Cik Ilah gave them the Tapz card and $10 finish on arcade. Haha.

That's for the pictures. Work have been a lot more fun than before. Really ! With Sue back around, everyone is almost as crazy as her. Watie was transfered out to Chinasquare. I had a lot laughs behind the counter. And I don't have to check my schedule who am I working with because whoever it is, I really really don't mind. Be it Anba, Leah or Sue. And theses people like to sing and dance and laugh loudly behind the counter. Even 'Pak Long' says our service is getting better. Hahaha !

P.S Ee Ling says I'm too bonny. Is it ?

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Zea Zainal was here 8.12pm..
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Need to talk.

2009-06-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know why. I want to talk. Talk about everything to myself. I don't want to be boastful.

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Zea Zainal was here 3.11am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Autobots transform !

2009-06-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

Pictures taken last week on 19June09. Day we went for window shopping.

Last night was hell yeah ! Farhan's mum treat us to a movie, Transformers II. After studying, met Farhan around 9pm in the bus to Downtown. Can't deny it was another great movie. And Farhan wants to watch it again ! Haha. The cinema hall was full last night. Catch the last bus home and Farhan took a cab back to his home. This morning sent him to work again. Take the Snap City game from him.

So now, waiting for Mama to come back with food. I'm real hungry now. Already got my twirl and now I want a paddle pop. Oh, what's wrong with me ?

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LiL' Zea was here 6.51pm..
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Happy Father's Day

2009-06-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy Father's Day to Ayah. Had dinner yesterday at Manhattan Fish Market at White Sands. Unluckily, Mama didn't join us. Dinner was fun and satisfied ! Pictures have already been upload at My Multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

Nothing much happen. Just came back from sending Farhan to work. Got his laptop with me and have to return it before I go to work tomorrow. And Notebook is not in my hand. :( I'm upset, really. I don't know what to say. Maybe I can't say it. I just feel like I'm not like Farhan. To be specific, not as lucky as him and his family.

Happy 1 year 2 months. Ily.

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LiL' Zea was here 8.24am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

another random entry.

2009-06-10T08:48:00.000-07:00

Good morning. Just came back from sending Farhan to work. Out of money, so we don't have breakfast. Really totally out of money. It usually happens in the mid of every month.

Anyway, 2 movies in a row last week Friday (12 June). Farhan treat me to Hanna Montana the movie and Terminator 4. Both movie is totally great. Another recommendation. I really love it. No regrets. :)

Was working morning shift on Tuesday and Wednesday. Started off Tuesday with not a good one with Farhan. Maybe just my mood swing. Went to work with Ayah on Wednesday. Took the train with him and I was super early. There's a new trainee, Netty. I don't know how to explain this. If she's for real or it's just her. I feel so awkward when working with her. Its not that I don't like her. Just feel so awkward. Maybe should avoid her. Hahah. :D

And yesterday was a town day with Farhan. Just wanted to window shopping. Its so nice of Eeka to give me $10. Thank you lil sis. Went to Heeren and had some drinks at Spinelli. And we walked to Plaza Singapura. It was 'wow' when Farhan says he wanted to walk. Hahah. Oh, and he looked extra fit wearing the green punk star shirt we bought. ;) We just bought for ourselves a game, Snap City. Already tried it. It was okay. I'm beginning to love it.

Just one last thing, I'm finally updating my blog using the computer.

P.S I really want that Notebook.

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LiL' Zea was here 8.48am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Movie & Night Safari.

2009-06-07T09:06:00.000-07:00

Sunday has come again. Hello all. I have been lazy to update my blog lately. I don't know why. Maybe I don't know what to talk about. Or maybe I just have a lot in my mind. Well, days passed and my daily life is as usual. If Farhan is working, I'd stay at home. If not then I'll be outside with him. Most of the times will be at his crib, playing with Imran. Oh, that little boy really knows how to talk now. Just that sometimes I don't understand baby slang. Compared to from the first time I met Imran, he's really growing up and going to school next year. Next year ? Haha. I wonder how he'll be in school with new friends.

Catch a movie with Farhan last week on 31st May. Watched Night At The Museum 2. With the help of Auni, we got a special price. :) It was a really great, humorous movie. Friends, you must catch it. Its better than the part one.

Then over to Tuesday on 2nd June, Mama finally brought Eeka and me to Night Safari ! It was first time. Went there with Ma Jijah's family and Cik Ina. Free entry ! We had a long tiring walk in the dark. Yeah, it was dark and pictures taken didn't turn out nice. I also had a good laugh. Creatures Of The Night show was awesome too. Covered all parts of the Night Safari, Ayah fetched us. Then head to Johor and had dinner. Tiring !

And Friday on 5th June, went out to town with Farhan. Random. Actually I wanted to look for my social studies book at Kinokuniya at Takashimaya but was not found and I ended up buying another Danielle Steel novel. I still got a whole lot more novels in Farhan's room. Haha. Then we head to Heeren and had some drinks at Spinelli. I realised that the cashier was a former Springfield student. She recognised me. Wow. I just feel like shopping. So we walk around Heeren and I bought myself a new Punk Star top. That's all.

Ppppfffttt... ! I don't mind if you readers don't want to read my entries. Its mine. My memories. Little things make us happy when we rewind it back. :) And oh, check out Eeka's blog. She edit a picture of friends. A cartoon of me is ... i don't know how to explain it. But overall, it was a cute edit. Just one last thing before I end my entry, I'm heading off to Kuantan for a holiday with parents and Eeka ! Will be doing pack-up later and night and driving off early in the morning.

Take care of yourself, boyfriend. Miss me a lot okay. I love you.

LiL' Zea was here 9.06am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Survey from Eeka.

2009-05-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

I was relink-ing people few minutes back and found a survey at Eeka's blog. Busted she never tag me. It was a right timing for me since I'm bored and have not much to update.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?

- Behind my ears.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

- Should I work, Should I not ?

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

- Err.. Farhan. Quite dah lamer.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

- No. Haha. :)

5. Would you ever donate blood?

- Sure.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

- Yes. ;)

7. Do you want someone dead?

- A few but tak baek kan mintak2.

8. What does your last message says?

- "Number penny aper?" Its from Irah. Bleargh.

9. What are you thinking right now?

- Nothing.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

- Haha. Sometimes I wish Farhan is with me all the time.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?

- 2am I guess.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

- I can't remember. It was since primary school. Ayah bought it for me.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

- Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?

- Isn't the question same with question 8 ?

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.

1. Bella.

2. Fatin Wahid.

3. Ella.

4. Izzati.

5. Khairina.

6. Nabby.

7. Nana.

8. Anyone.

9. Anyone.

10. Anyone.

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?

- Well, I'm not sure.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?

- Female.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?

- [...]

19. What is no. 1 studying about?

- Err..

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?

- Long ago.

21. Is no. 4 single?

- I think so. Okay, I don't know.

22. Say something about no. 3.

- She is my Mummy Ella. Haha.

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?

- Impossible.

24. Descibe no. 9.

- [...]

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?

- I'll laugh. Its really impossible.

26. Do you like no. 8?

- [...]

Happy doing the survey, friends.

Was working closing yesterday. Suddenly miss the smell of the coffee once I reached work. Haha. I'm supposed to be working with Adik today. But when she says I can't finish in the evening, I changed my mind because I don't think I can tolerate it for 10hours. Butt.. Its $7 per hour mannn... !! Ugh.

Anyways, after Mama and I send Adik to work, I followed Mama to big courts then fetched Mak Ni outside Loyang Primary.Then off to Expo as there's a John Little Sale. Mama bought for Farhan something. Haha. I finally got a perfume for myself. Thanks mum ! At home, I take a nap while Mama play the macbook. Now Mama is out to fetch Ayah from work. Gosh, I'm so tired to follow.

I can't wait t o see you tomorrow to give the thing. :D

LiL' Zea was here 10.11pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Picture update (MORE TO IMRAN. HAH !)

2009-05-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

I've been wanting to update these pictures since March. But I don't seem to have enough time because I'm busy with my facebook and my games. Haha. Its addictive. So here it goes.

22 March 09: Ayah's birthday.

Well.. I don't have much for Ayah really. But I make an effort to make for him a birthday card. Its kind of ridiculous for me. I actually ran out of idea. =X

[ The front page. ]

[ Second page. The not-so-cute star and sun. ]

[ The third page. What a flower. ]

[ The back page. Pathetic. ]

27 April 09: Ferris wheel.

We got free tickets for this and just want to try it out. We reached there like about noon where there's not much people. Haha. Okay, its kind of boring. But I know Farhan enjoys it. Hahaahhah ! After walking around at e!hub, went back to his crib and slack.

6 May 09: Imran pocong.

He begs Mak to let him be one. I don't know what's up with this little kid. It can make him cry if he don't get to be one.

7 May 09: "Hunting".

Take a walk with Imran and his new toy gun while waiting for Irfan to finish school.

15 May 09: Supermarket.

Went to Shop and Save and Loyang Point to shop for some vegetables with Farhan and Imran. He just knows how to pronounce some veggies already. aawww... !

[ Insist of carrying it. ]

[ Trying to smile in spite of the heavy basket. ]

[ Crying so badly on phone. Telling his Mummy that Abg An scolded him. ]

Okay now, done blogging. Back with my facebook and continue STUDYYY !!!

LiL' Zea was here 8.27am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Updated pictures at Multiply.

2009-05-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

Just here to tell people that I have already updated pictures at my multiply. Pictures taken on my 1 year anniversary. Take a look if you want. :) http://zeazainal.multiply.com

I'm already addicted to the game poker on facebook. Haha. And thanks for the new game, boyfriend !

LiL' Zea was here 1.57am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Random visit at work.

2009-04-26T08:48:00.000-07:00

Just came back from sending Farhan to work. Well, its Sunday. :)

My spectacles lenses broke. PPfffttt.. ! Have to wait for like next week for my pay so I can get a new one. So yesterday was doing closing with Eunice. What a surprise Adik came with Abg Dean. Few minutes later while I was mopping the floor, Uncle Mad came. Then when I was helping Eunice with the door, Abg Papit was like knocking on the glass door. Was shocked okay. Its a good thing he recognise me because on countdown 2008 Eeka and me saw him. And he was like blur. Hah !

I heard from Eeka that Wan walked past my workplace everytime he finished work, hoping to see me. Haha. Sorry dude. I just got a long day-off these weeks.

P.S Peeny so cutee.. ! I love you.

LiL' Zea was here 8.48am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

1 year anniversary.

2009-04-23T19:13:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 year anniversary.

I'm just too happy. Time passes real fast. We had dinner the night before and spent the whole day together at Jurong Bird Park. Yes, 1st anni at Bird Park. Haha. We had fun no matter how tired we are. Farhan finally admitted that penguin is cute. We had lots of time looking at penguins then to his favorite, prey eating bird (or something like that). Oh, he make my day. :)

I love you. Really, i swear i do.

LiL' Zea was here 7.13pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

random updates.

2009-04-17T18:00:00.000-07:00

Here I am. Rock you like a hurricane. Haaa.. !

Currently listening to this song at the radio. So yeah, back from work. Tired at work. This time really tired. It have been quite some time I haven't been into a situation called slam. Where customer walk-in non-stop. I really mean it, non-stop ! Queue at my cold case station, queue at the cashier station. I can swear its not an easy job. Especially when the big boss is there. From 12.30+ until 2pm+. Non-stop. After the slam, job is not done yet. We have a lot of dishes to wash. Until I have run out of knife, fork and pastry plate. Haha. By 3pm, sandwich finished. Yeah, believe it or not. Clean and done.

Now at home, I don't know when to start studying. I have always been tired lately. I don't know how to wake up. I'm hungry. I want maggie but Mama buy for me Nasi Lemak already. Hmph ! Wait for mama to go out then i will cook one. Haha !

P.S Boyfriend, just less than a week. :)

LiL' Zea was here 6.00pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Back from HoLiDaYY !

2009-04-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

Dude, am back from holiday. From 2nd April until 6th April we're at Malaysia. And I got a day-off from 1st April until 10th April. Hahaha ! Pictures can't upload yet. Computer problem, normal. Will update pictures at Multiply as soon as computer is fine. :)

Well, I had a great holiday. After a year of not going overseas. Haha. Was at Penang for 2 nights and another 2 nights at Kuala Lumpur. I finally had a parachute ride. With Kak Linda. Parachute is really great. I feel like I'm flying ! Haha. But I hate the part when we're landing. I have get ready to run a little but end up falling on our back. Banana boat is also great. Its like my first time falling and floating in the middle of the sea. They make our boat overturn okay. The second fall, once I'm already out of water, I saw Eeka struggling and coughing. Her face looks as if she wanted to cry. I asked her why and she answered, "Eeka tertelan air laut banyak." With a voice that sounds as if she almost wanted to cry. It was a laughing matter to the family okay. Haha.

Anyway on Friday (100409), after Farhan and I had lunch at KFC, white sands, we proceed to E!Hub to watch movie. Then we saw a Carefour Sale going on at downtown. Believe it or not, novels sold at ONLY $6. Books were stacked here and there and its a very messy place. Soon, we find out spending on 9 novels.

Okay, currently at Farhan's crib. Just came back from the clinic at Bedok North. Doctor Yap put on the medicine on my wound and it really really hurts. Really. The last time I was in that clinic, my age was 8. When my chin had a deep cut because of the accident at Seremban. Pppfftt.. !

Frankly, I'm tired of updating. Oh yeah, I had a facebook !

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LiL' Zea was here 6.12pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

I love you, yes i do.

2009-03-21T17:18:00.000-07:00

So yeah. Boyfriend is back ! You've guessed it. Haha.

On that particular day (28Feb09), waited for him outside KCP. I just can't wait for the moment to get back in his arms. While waiting, I received a call from him. I knew he was already outside but haven't spot me yet. I answered the call and lied to him that I have to went to work last minute. I can still remember his really really upset voice. As I was smiling to myself, I just hang up the phone and walk towards him. There's no smile on his face until he saw me. I just feels so good to his smile, his dimple. Once I'm already in front of him, I just gave him a hug and tears suddenly rolled down. Tears of happiness. That was a really really happy moment. It was my happiest day. At the gate itself, we're hugging for quite a few minutes. I miss him. Really really miss him. When I was in his hug, I don't care who was looking at us. I don't care what they want to say. I don't care what is happening around me. All that I know was Farhan is already safe, back in my arms. Which is too good to be true.

Before we head back home, went to Tampines Mall first to get McDonalds as he crave for it and we're really hungry. Once home, Farhan's mum still busy in the kitchen. Party start after 7pm. He had a really really big truffle cake. He had his time that he's been waiting for. I know he'd love it. On that day itself, he bought for himself a novel. I can't believe he has been reading book inside. Which was a great news because I have a reading partner !

Within that 2 weeks, we had already bought ourselves quite a number of books. There's still some waiting for us to read. When we're in town and there's a bookstore, we got excited. Although we don't have the money to buy, we're still excited. Haha. We're crazy. Yes, over books, novels. Well, I went to Johor this morning and I bought another 2 malay novels !! I'm really loving it. Loving my time reading novels with my boyfriend. Haha.

Anyway last week (140309), Farhan bring me out to Science Centre. I really appreciate it, boyfriend. Although, you're mad at a lot of kids, we still had our exciting times together. You're just a crazy ass and I really love the way you are. My favorite part was the IMAX movie at OMNI theatre. It was super cool. The story about Sea Monster is wonderful. Still, I really feel that it was a sad story. So people who are going to Science Centre, you guys MUST go to the OMNI theatre. And oh, pictures have already updated at my multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

And so the rest of the time was spent at work, books, family and boyfriend. That's why it took me weeks to update. I'm just really happy to have him back in my arms. Words can't explain how much I love him and don't want to let go of him again.

P.S Happy advanced 55th birthday to loving-ever-sweet-cute Ayah. I love you.

P.S Just 1 more month, boyfriend. ;)

LiL' Zea was here 5.18pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-02-24T17:01:00.000-08:00

I got a lot of things to mention. I don't where to start.

Firstly, its so sweet of my little sister to give me a flower for Valentines. Haha. Thanks sister !

Secondly, (...) I forgot what to type down here. In any ways, this is just a short entry to keep my blog alive and I've been busy working these days. Today is my one and only day-off before Farhan is discharge from prison. I've been working 5 days straight okay. Furthermore, some shifts are back to back. It has been quite a long time I haven't had a 1 day-off. Haha.

Oh let me repeat this.. Today is my one and only day-off before Farhan is discharge from prison ~!!!!!!! You read that ? DISCHARGE FROM PRISON !!! DISCHARGE !!! Today is Tuesday. I got another 3 working days. This Saturday (28Feb09), I am going to be the HAPPIEST person in the whole wide planet !! This Saturday is going to be the start of my 2009, our 2009. I can finally feel the new year is coming. Oh, how great !

Okay okay. I'm getting in a real excite. Haha. Nobody knows how happy I am. :)

Another great news is salary increase with effect from 1st March 09. But the bad news, Supervisor and manager STILL not talking to each other. I heard rumors that manager will transfer out and DM wants to handover (which he is really keeping it a secret now). Hmm.. I left my oreo cheesecake and chocolate truffle at store yesterday. PPfffftttt.. !

P.S I've stop crying since yesterday because I know the day is coming. =)

LiL' Zea was here 5.01pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

1 YEAR REUNION !!

2009-02-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

FIRST year reunion on Valentines.

How can I ever forget this special day ? A day when I'm getting comfortable with Farhan. A day when I received a first red rose in life. :) No, I can't. I will never forget this day.

Our first picture perfect. Taken on 29 February 08 at BC chalet.

Don't feel bad for not being able to be by my side on this day. Feel glad that we're still strong even if we're so far from each other. Feel appreciated that I'm still waiting for your return patiently. Feel proud that I still love you just as much as before. My love is not fading away. Never will it fade because as time goes by, it is getting stronger and brighter. I will always make sure it shines just as bright as the stars. No matter how much quarrel we got into, I will stay strong. I want to stay strong because I don't want to let you go again. I don't want to let you go because I love you. Allow me to keep you.

When you're sad, I want to give my shoulder for you to cry on. I will be the one to wipe your tears away. I will be right behind you supporting you when you feel like falling.

When you're happy, I want to make you laugh. I want to make your day better than what you expected. And I don't mind standing one corner watching you. Because to see you happy is one of the greatest in the world.

When you're angry, I want to be your firefighter. I will wash away all your anger. I will give you warm hug and a light kiss on your cheek to cool down.

Allow me to be there for you.

Up till today, you never fail to make me fall in love with you. Instead you make me love you more. Memories with you shall not be erased. I won't forget your presence in my life. Still.. I want you to come back fast. I really love you, Farhan.

LiL' Zea was here 7.11pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-02-08T01:38:00.000-08:00

It have been like a few weeks manager and supervisor not talking to each other ever since supervisor had to take an urgent leave just to send her little sister to the clinic. Manager was fucked up because she's supposed to be at her friend's wedding. Well, I'm on nobody's side actually but is supervisor's reason valid ? Whatever it is, work is not really that fun now. It is just good to see both of them talking, make jokes and laugh with each other because they started of as not to like each other. Haha. Complicated, yeah.

How are you boyfriend ? I know I can't get the answer but I just can't help myself to stop asking. As days passed, the more I miss him. Miss him really bad okay. I've been wondering how come I haven't get a letter from you. Well, your mum did. Hmm.. What important is as long as you got my letters. :) 3 weeks more ! I feel like I have to wait for like another 3 months. *sigh* How time is moving.. I really miss you.

Oh, random picturess.. :D

[ Getting ready to go out for shopping. ]

[ Waiting for Eeka. Hmph. ]

[ Kak Nora's chalet. Forgot the date. These kids are having fun with games except for Haziq. He's scared to be wrapped. Haha. ]

[ Exhausted playing basketball. ]

[ He's sleeping. ]

The rest of the pictures are the latte art that is done by manager. Its Chinese New Year. Town is dead. Sales not running. We're really bored. While I went out for a puff, this is what she has done, killing time. There are many more but I only caught these on camera.

[ Okay, this is my spiderweb ya'll !! ]

Currently, am also addicted to the Korean movie, My Lovely Sam Soon. A DVD that I borrowed from manager. Its love plus comedy. A great one. Almost finishing it. It has 4 disc and now I'm at the 3rd disc. Little sister also starting to like it. Haha.

About Adik, she will be back in court this Tuesday. Lucky I'm not working. Hmm.. What's my life is gonna be ? I'm almost half-deadd.. :'(

LiL' Zea was here 1.38am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

missing you.

2009-02-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

Am tired from work. Ppfftt.. ! I just realise from Eeka that I've been forgetting things. Not STM (short-term memory) but LTM. Haha. Okay, its not a laughing matter. Ever since I found someone who loves me a lot, I tend to forget things (especially all those with guys). I have delete that memory from brain and blog. Really. And I didn't expect myself to forget the things that I'm not supposed to.

For example, what happened when Eeka is breaking up with her ex-boyfriend and my friend, Gee helped her. Then one of my friends took her ex-boyfriend's number nak mintak kenal2. Until now, I can't remember that Gee was involved in this. And there's one time where another of Eeka's ex-boyfriend wanted a break-up. Farah told me that I was really fanatic. It happened at Esplanade. Swear I can't remember that I was fanatic. These are the things that I shouldn't forget ! The part about my little sister. I think I've gone far in forgetting things. Haha.

The great thing is memories with jerks have been erased. Well, maybe not totally yet. Slowly everything will fade away. I don't even wish want to keep any of them in my mind. I was thinking to myself, why must I look back on them when I must look forward with Farhan. Maybe the rest of you will feel and think the same way as I did when you find and know that someone really loves you a lot.

Anyway, these days I have been spending a lot of time at work and with parents. Less time outside. The least is to meet Auni or go to Farhan's crib. Oh ya, and on 25 January went to watch midnight movie with Ayah at The Cathay. Reason is we're already outside having prata while waiting for the time to fetch Mama at 11pm. Then Mama texted Ayah last minute saying that she finished work at 3am. So Ayah came up with the idea of going to a movie. We watched the M18 movie, The Punisher. Violent okay. I wonder why Ayah like to watch violent movie. Ughh.. Then Ayah says next time if we want to watch movie, he want to ask Farhan to tag along (yay!).

Farhan;

1 month has passed. I still got another month to go. How time fliess.. Yet still moving so slow. I've been crying to sleep this few nights. Just that I'm missing him so much. I have no one to talk to and I don't want to only depend on sisters. This is my problem and I know I have to live with it. Being alone won't kill but being without Farhan kills me slowly inside.

Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman, I really miss you so badly. :(

Eyy.. Visiting you next week lah ! HAHAHA.

P.S Hope nothing happens to Adik tomorrow.

LiL' Zea was here 02.01am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

Sorry i cried.

2009-01-24T21:33:00.000-08:00

Sorry I cried when visting you yesterday. I really didn't mean to make you worry. I'm just so happy to see your face. I miss you. I miss your dimple. Really wants you to come back fast. You're just one of the special person in my life. I love you.

Well, now currently in my room using adik's macbook. Went out for a while just now. Went to central to buy my medicine. Eeka accompany me. Wan too. After buying the medicine, went to SPC to buy some cookies for Farhan's little one then slack at his crib for a while. Went back home around 8plus. Ayah says want to ajak me go out but until now he's lying in front of the TV. Hmph.

P.S Addicted to the malay novel that belongs to mama.

LiL' Zea was here 9.33pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-01-22T21:20:00.000-08:00

Just so bored at home now. This is so not my life. Usually at this hour I will be with Farhan outside. We can be anywhere. Maybe resting at his crib, playing laptop at McCafe, walking around anywhere. Haha. There are a lot of things we've done. But today, who else can accompany me ? I won't be going out alone. Without him, I'm just scared of everything. Especially to be outside during night time.

I'm speechless. I just miss him a lot. I miss Nur Farhan. I want him back in my arms. :(

LiL' Zea was here 9.20pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

NINE MONTHS.

2009-01-22T02:18:00.000-08:00

What the FUCK ?! Its 22nd within a blink !

HAHA. Boyfriend Farhan, happy nine months. Swear I'm missing you so badly. I've always been wondering how have you been. Your meal, your sleep, your health, your surrounding, everything ! Always hoping to get the answer when I knew I just couldn't. Just come back quick please. Whatever it is, I'm not working this Friday ! WooHoo !

Anyway, just came back from having dinner with parents just now at Changi. Finished work at 10pm, reached Pasir Ris around 10.30pm. Ayah text me last minute. So I waited for parents at Pasir Ris MRT and they reached at 12am. Ppfftt.. ! Imagine how long I waited for them. Haha. Well, I understand that Mama finish work late. She's busy as customer last minute buy stuffs at Giant.

So here I am blogging just to tell people that I LOVE FARHAN. :)

Eeka is getting better (that's what I want), no mood swing. :)

P.S See you this Friday.

LiL' Zea was here 2.18am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

pictures.

2009-01-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

These are pictures I wanted to update for like so lonngggg... ! And here's finally the time as I'm not working tomorrow.

Saturday (25Oct09): Sembang-Sembang Hari Raya @ Furama Riverfront.

Sembang-sembang Hari Raya. Tickets for 60bucks. It was a family occasion and Farhan tag along. Well, Mama is the one who wants Farhan to follow. Overall, it was a great night. All of us had a good laugh. Ayah and Mama participate in the games. That is the first time I saw Ayah dancing in front of everyone. I was shocked, yeah. Mama was like making a sound effect and I can't believe that can really do laugh like ghost. Haha. Oh yeah, we win a lucky draw. A cake mixer something like that and parents gave it to Farhan as I don't think we need it. Thanks for coming, Farhan. (:

[ Our tickets which cost 60bucks. ]

[ Handsome. :D ]

Hari Raya 08 edit.

[ With Maya. ]

[ Informal family. ]

[ With Babygirl, Syahirah. ]

[ Naim's grandchildren. ]

[ With Iqah the sailormoon. ]

Random (Irfan & Imran).

[ Imran in his brother's uniform. ]

[ In his brother's messy room. Haha. ]

Random (ZeaN).

[ Burnt hand at work. ]

[ My innocent good man. ]

[ In his full Long 4. ]

[ Macam medic ade tak ? Haha. ]

[ Night before you go. :( ]

[ Tigger resting on him. ]

[ He's busy with his laptop. ]

P.S Stress.. ! I want to visit you this Friday but I'm working. I don't care. If I get fired then let it be. As long as I got to see your face. Anyway, my pay is not increasing as they promise. FUCK !

LiL' Zea was here 8.26pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

11th month!

2009-01-16T01:23:00.000-08:00

Bad dayss.. What can I say. Life is just not normal since 31st December. I wish time is moving a lot more faster.

Okay now. Currently just came back. Working just and was attached at Harbourfront. Now I know why they say closing is rabak. That store is big ! Have to sweep and mop and body hurts (a lil bit only). After work, Ayah fetch me at Outram Park. Had our dinner at Bussoroh Street then fetch Mama at Parkway Parade. Oh yeah, I received your letter already. But I don't think I can reply it yet because your mum called just now telling me that you're not at Queenstown anymore. But boyfriend, see you next week ! (:

Not to forget Sunday (11Jan09). Had a great time with little sister. Planned to shop and I woke up late. Went out the crib around 6pm. Was rushing here and there because we're late. :D Went to Far East and bought myself (surprise). Walked to Heeren, window shopping and had some drinks from Spinelli. Little sister, its Hazelnut ! Not macadamia nuts. Not walnut. Okay ? Then we took a bus to City Hall. Walked around Raffles City then to Marina Square. I finally found the thing that I want to buy for Farhan. Thanks Eeka ! I also bought for Eeka a pink flower 'bangle' which cost 20bucks. 20 bucks for a 'bangle' okay.

I bought for Eeka a dress. I hope she likes it. (:

And to you my beloved boyfriend, happy 11th months reunion ! Stay strong, be strong. I know we are. I just wish and pray so hard that you will come back REAL soon. Whatever it is, I hope you know that I'm missing you. Really love you so much, boyfriend. Swear i do.

LiL' Zea was here 1.23am..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-01-06T23:28:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy to see you just now even its only tele visit. To see you smile just make me feels good and better. Its good to hear that you're doing fine and doing your prayer. I just hope days past so fast so I can get you back in my arms. I'm still really missing you so badly. I know we're strong. See you in next 2 weeks.. !

I love you, Mr Handsome-botak-head !

LiL' Zea was here 11.28pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2009-01-02T23:04:00.000-08:00

"How are you, boyfriend ?"

"Had your meal ?"

"How was your day ?"

"What about your bad cough ?"

There are so many questions I wanted to ask you. Farhan, I'm so worried about you. Remember the day before you went in, you vomit. Worried about your health, food, people around you. I'm worried just about everything. I still don't know where are you now. Whatever it is, I will never fail to pray for you every night before I go to sleep.

Farhan, my life is incomplete without you.

Come back, will you ? Please.

LiL' Zea was here 11.04pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

3 months countdown.

2009-01-01T17:28:00.000-08:00

Countdown with Adik and Dean at esplanade last night. I really have no plans for countdown actually. I'm just not in a mood to celebrate anything when Farhan is not around.

Sorry Farhan. I can't smile and laugh without you. I can't force myself. Last night was like the first time in my life I'm scared of fireworks. I swear, really. The loud sound of it and I feel like its going to fall on me. I cried when Adik and Dean was hugging me. Dean was like saying that Farhan is with us now.

But i still had a good time last night with them. It would have been even great if Farhan is with us.

Boyfriend, I miss you a lot. I want you back so badly.

LiL' Zea was here 5.28pm..

=)PEACE(= One love..

the day you surrender.

2008-12-19T15:33:00.000-08:00

16 December 08. The day when you surrender. It was just so hard to let you go. To see you cry, I become so weak. Too weak to be without you. I tried to hold my tears the moment you wanted to walk away but I failed. Every minute I always ask myself hoping to get the answer. If you have taken your meal, what are you doing right now, how are you feeling, are you crying, have you get a good sleep. Just so worried about you. That night before I went to sleep, I prayed so hard that you are doing really well inside. Prayed so hard to get to see your face and get you in my arms back again real soon. One night without you, I can really be insane.

17 December 08. I woke up and look at the sky. Wondering how have you been for that one night without me. Called your mum and she said that she's going to bail you out. How happy I was. That night when I was working doing closing, I realise someone was by the door, looking at me. I stared at him. It was too good to be true that the guy was Farhan. God answer my prayer.

Farhan still got until end of this month. I want to spend those precious time with him. Having him back in my armss.. I can't explain how happy I was. People just don't know how hard it was to be separated with Farhan even if its only for one night. More nights are coming. I know we're strong. We have to be strong. Trust me, I'll wait. Because by not having you, I'm just so weak.

And the only one who cried with me is Adik. Why find friends when you got your family, cousins ?

LiL' Zea was here 3.33pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

picture edit.

2008-12-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

Back again to update some pictures I edit. Currently at Farhan's crib playing his laptop. Just so addicted to the mystery games. Haha. And oh yeahh.. Snap a few shots just now with Imran and already edited it a bit.

Also our picturess..

[ Our smart day to Victoria Concert Hall. ]

[ My favorite. ]

[ One random dinner at BBQ Chicken. ]

I really love Farhan a lot. Really.

LiL' Zea was here 09.16pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

10 months reunion.. !

2008-12-14T15:40:00.000-08:00

Time really past so fast. Once I open my eyes, its already December. In detail, 14 December. Its my 10th month reunion with Farhan. Goshh.. Days are just getting closer. I still can't imagine how my life is going to be without him. I'm just going to miss him so so badly ! I have to be ready. I must.

Well.. So now, its Sunday! Haha. Just happy its my day-off. Had meeting just now in the morning. My manager and I was late. We took the bus. Just came back a while ago. I feel bad just now that I didn't inform my parents I was going out. Mama woke up a bit earlier just to cook for me because she thought I'm working later in the afternoon. I realise that mama has put in a bit effort to wake up earlier just to cook for me. =D

There are just too many things to mention here but I will stop here. I need a rest.

Before I forget, happy 17th birthday Muhammad Rizwan bin Othman.

:: Friends come and friends go. The only friend who stays with me now; through good and through really bad is Farhan. That's why I love him.

LiL' Zea was here 3.40pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

2008-11-22T17:09:00.000-08:00

As usual, busy working. What a life as a barista. Hehe. Chey cheyy..

Was pissed off with my little sister. Really really pissed off. She sucks. Friends sucks big time too !

Anyway, happy 7th months baby.. ! Still home today. Planned to walk around by the beach since it have been a long time we didn't go there (English aku sucks sia). Unfortunately, it was raining so heavily since 4pm just now when I wanted to go out. Time is already 5pm and I'm still at home. =(

No matter what. Will always love Farhan. Really love Farhan a lot okay !

Booya~

LiL' Zea was here 05.09pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

dude, 6 months.. !

2008-10-22T23:23:00.000-07:00

Okay peeps. I'm really busy with work that I don't have the time to update. Tired ! Raya pictures have been updated at my multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

Had problems with my manager at work. I was pissed off with her that I told her I want to quit. Yet Watie and Dewi tried talking to me. Since she's off to Bandung on Sunday morning already, work as per normal on Monday. Tomorrow I'm going to see her face.. !?! I told everyone I don't want to work with her. Maybe I could ask for a transfer out. Hmm.. Its Thursday tomorrow and I haven't saw boss coming down for coffee anymore. Except for Freddy and Michael. I smell something fishy. Manager must have been telling them a different story. citot.

Whatever it is, the date today is 22nd ! Farhan send me to work early in the morning. I'm late, yeah. And Farhan fetched me from work. He was waiting for me for like 1.5 hours. Haha. After work, slack at his crib watched Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. Went home and ayah was going out to fetch mama. Ayah went down with Farhan. They were talking. Haha. Yes, they were talking.

Back to the topic, its 22nd !

[ This picture seems funny. ]

[ A day before raya @ Esplanade. ]

[ His edit. And you know I love you too. ]

[ A day out to town. ]

Random pictures (Imran's part-time work).

[ Date stated. Its 22nd ! ]

Half a year, dude ! I'm speechless. I just love my boyfriend so much. I can't imagine a life without him. What and how is it going to be. I'm going to miss you like hell in the future. I promise I'll wait. Trust me. No other guys can love me like how you do. Love you, boyfriend !

LiL' Zea was here 11.23pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

hari raye !

2008-10-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Okay people. Selamat Hari Raya !

Only got to celebrate with family on the first day only. Second and third day working. Tired at work, seriously. I want more time with family and Farhan. I wish.

Not much to update. Will update pictures at Multiply. Good night.

P.S stay with me.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.35pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

2008-09-29T11:48:00.000-07:00

I feel like hugging you so tightly and never want to let it go. I feel like staying with you all night and put you to sleep. I feel like kissing you like the night never ends. I love you.

You gave me more than what I expected. I love you.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.48am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

sayang farhan.

2008-09-25T11:48:00.000-07:00

I'm never gonna leave you. Not anymore. I won't let it happen again. Now that I got you, I don't wanna let it go that easily. Love you, Farhan.

Work work work. Until I forgot my nephew and niece birthday. Sorry you guys.

[ Happy belated 12th birthday to Syed Ibrahim. ]

[ Happy belated 18th birthday to shaash. ]

Chey chey. Dah legal age lah dia. Haha. So anyway, pictures break fast with Nana & Ella has been updated at http://zeazainal.multiply.com/. So this is just a quick update. I need to go to work now.

P.S Hakim wants his papa.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.48am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

sorry, i love you.

2008-09-21T13:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know what you want. I don't seem to understand.

You're always right when you say I never understand you.
You're always right when you say I'm an ego.

Sorry Farhan. Its not that I don't love you. I still do and always love you. The only guy I always dream to be with is you. Yes you, Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman. I'm almost there to giving up when you rejected my calls and at last, you divert it. Just because you don't want to hear my voice [?]. Sorry if I ever trouble you, in any ways. I just love so much. I don't want to raise my voice at you and I don't even want to hear you shout. It kills me inside when you're mad. I tried to say sorry and show you how much you mean to me but I failed.

You know I melt easily when you talk to me nicely.

Love you always, Farhan.
Just love my schnappy so much !

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LiL' Zea was here 01.49pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

2008-09-13T15:26:00.000-07:00

A quick update. I'm so tired. Farhan must be more tired. Working every single day.

I took MC on Thursday. Working yesterday until 11pm. Reached Pasir Ris like so late. Bus was also very late. Got to sit with Farhan for like only 10 minutes. Was chatting with him at MSN about stuffs. I slept after sahur. Farhan wake me up at around 11am because I told him I wanted to send him to work. (: At least, for once I did send him somewhere and go back myself. Haha. Oh yeah, 7 months reunion tonight.

I love Farhan. I don't know how to explain how much I love him. How much he means to me in my life. I can't find a word in the dictionary. I missed him since 1st September. I want to spend my whole day with him but it seems impossible. I'm missing him so badly. Really bad. ):

I know I'm young to talk about this. But I want to go up the planquin, holding his hands. Haha. Really. Insyallah kalau ditemukan jodoh. Okay Zea, stop before it gets crappier! :D Adore Farhan!

Satu satu.. sayang sayang parents.

Dua dua.. sayang sayang sisters.

Tiga tiga.. sayang Nur Farhan.

Satu dua tiga.. sayang semuanya!

I only sayang them.

[ Farhan muke budak2. ]

LiL' Zea was here 03.26pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

tired @ work.

2008-09-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

Like FINALLY !!
Finally I can update my blog again after 1 whole week of busy working. Believe it or not, today will be the 2nd day of the month I will break fast with my family. My first day was on Tuesday which is the 2nd of Ramdhan. Its really sad when you don't have the chance to break fast with your family because of work. Futhermore, I'm doing closing most of the time. Pfffttt.. !

So like every other night, Farhan will fetch me somewhere and send me home. When I mentioned without fail, I really mean it. Eventhough he's really very tired & even if I say I can go back myself. *sigh* How can I not love him so so so very very the MUCH ?!

Random pictures: Farhan & I.

[ I love his BIG smile. ]

[ Freak. ]

Edited pictures: Farhan & I.

P.S 2 days off oii.. !

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LiL' Zea was here 06.26pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

kenduri arwah.

2008-08-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

Have been quite busy with work recently. I think I kind of love this job. Well.. :) Not much to update. Irfan's birthday pictures has been updated at my multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com/

23 August 08: Had kenduri arwah at my crib. It was a so-called last minute plan. Was busy helping mama in the kitchen. We had two rounds of prayers. First was ayah's siblings. Eefah and Shaash did not come ! Pffftt. Then at night was mama's siblings. Glad Farhan came. He was kind of late. He sat beside ayah and join reading prayers. After dinner, we watched a Thailand ghost movie together. It was really scary but all of us had a good laugh because of the subtitle. Haha. After Farhan went home, its cutting cake time for August babies. Mama Jijah bought the cake for us. Unluckily, I did not eat because it has banana on it. yuck !

[ August babies. Mama cutting the cake. ]

[ Qistina parents, Cik Itah & Cik Usop. ]

[ Wak Man. ]

[ Myself and the rest are busy watching that ghost movie. ]

27 August 08: Met Nana at my bus stop then went to Downtown as Ella already waited for us. She was with her boyfriend. Gee and Nobita can't make it. Tried calling them but can't get through. We slack together outside Burger King. Then Wan, Shikin, Faizal and Faroke came to join. It was really kecoh-rable. I really miss the whole lot of them. Well, we had also already booked a date for us to go out together again to break fast on September. Hope the plan went just fine.

Random pictures.

[ Some day at work, studying. ]

[ I know its a bad edit. Hmph. ]

Till I be back again. Good night.

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LiL' Zea was here 1.20am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

daily life..

2008-08-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

14 August 08: You know what ? Went out with Lynderella, mama & Kika. Mama dove the car, sent Eki to Singapore General Hospital then we went to Vivo City. It was Lynderella's treat the whole day. Had our meal at what Olive thingy restaurant. Looked for mama's bag that she wants but not in sight. So we went to the adidas boutique. Wanted an adidas high-cut but the one i wanted was also not in sight. But I did saw one high-cut, checkered & its green in colour. I like checkered or stripes and green is obviously my favorite. Haha. Yeah, I got that shoe and I'm happy with it. Kika also got an adidas bag. It was nice really. ;) PS our 6th month reunion !

15 August 08: I finished work at 1pm. After work, went home straight. Wash my clothes that's waiting for me to put them inside the washing machine. After washing my clothes, get ready to go out with Farhan. Nowhere far, just E!Hub. His aunty, Cik Ilah gave us some money to watch movie together. We catch the movie, The Mummy ! Although I accidentally slept in the middle of the show. I still understand the story line okay. It was a really great movie. There's even comedy. I like the part where the skeletons were awake. Haha. After movie, as usual I went to slack at Farhan's crib.

16 August 08: Auni called. She was outside with Masitah, Faizah and wanted to meet Penny. I was jealous so I merajok with them for a while. Haha. But nevermind. As it was Irfan's 6th birthday, I met Farhan at Loyang Point to look for something cheap to buy for him. Then Farhan told me his sister just gave him money to buy Irfan's present. So we planned to go to Toy'R'Us at Tampines Mall. Wanted to make it a fast game but we really had a hard time looking for something that Irfan like that don't go over our budget. At last, I made the decision to buy for him a car controller since he don't have one. Its not that expensive anyway. :) After that, we went straight back to his crib. Irfan cut his cake. He told Farhan's sister, Atiqah, "Irfan wish Irfan got a car controller". Farhan & I was like smiling to each other. Haha. So Irfan got a drum set from Atiqah and he really was happy to have the car controller. :)

17th, 18th, 19th. I'm working. Ppfffttt.. !

Eki left for Vietnam on 17th August 08, Sunday. :(

PS Pictures will be uploaded soon.

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LiL' Zea was here 12.33am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

updatations !

2008-08-16T17:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry if I haven't been updating. Just busy with work. Everytime I woke up, straight go to work. After work, meet Farhan and he send me home. When I'm home, I'm so tired that I straight went to bed. Loads of pictures wanted to update. Oh anyway, my first day of work on my birthday was okay. Third day onwards was not that bad. I think I'm almost there to be a Barista. Haha. Just that I need to remember all the concoctions so that I can have my Trainee Manual 2.

24 July 08.

27 July 08: Photo-taking & Johor with parents.

Had to wake up early in the morning because Farhan's mum wants me to join in the photo-taking at Irfan's school. I feel so awkward wearing the baju kurung. Its like as if I'm really part of their family. His mum wanted to frame up this picture at their crib. Hmph. After that, went to Afghan with Farhan's family, Cik Ilah and Said. Then parents fetch me from there and straight off to Johor. Planned to go dusun with Mak Ti and family. They were there already. By the time we reached Johor, Mak Ti's family wanted to go back already. So, we went to Jussco. Mama & I are really already so hungry. Bought a few kitchen stuffs then went back to Singapore. We went to Mak Ode's crib. I took a few PSP games from my nephews then went home.

[ Edit. ]

[ Imran learning how to wear a sock. ]

[ At Jussco, Johor. ]

03 August 08: Breakfast with Farhan.

Everytime when Farhan & I can't sleep until its 8am and if we got money, we will always have breakfast together. We had beancurd the least at Central. But this time we had breakfast at McDonalds, Downtown East. After breakfast, went home then we can sleep. Haha.

[ Trying to smile like him. Haha. ]

04 August 08: Birthday Zea!

Since there's no plan for my birthday, just went out with Farhan like normal days. Walk around at White Sands and he bought for me a present. (: Then we walked to Downtown and had a drink at McCafe. He also bought for me a Brownie. (: After that, went to our secret place. Did not went back home very late because I have to work in the morning.

[ Darn Good Brownie, Double Chocolate Frappe & Mocha Frappe. ]

[ A present from my boyfriend. ]

05 August 08.

[ Balloon from Eeka, Baby Sylvester from Farhan & box of chocolates from mama. ]

[ PLUS another giant Chupa Chups from mama ! ]

[ From Eeka. ]

[ Coffee Bean cake from Eeka. ]

[ My Baby Sylvester ! It wrote "hold your hands" on its shirt. ]

[ Chocolates ! ]

09 August 08: Sop Tulang @ Beach Road, Sisha @ Arab Street & Kenduri @ Farhan granny's crib.

Eeka woke me up at 08:30pm. Got ready and met Farhan at his bus-stop. Went to Sakura, Downtown, to fetch Iqah, Syaf & Irah from work. The rest were already there. Catch the last bus 12 to Beach Road. Everyone had Sop Tulang. Then at last Beach Road was in a real mess because they saboed the birthday girls (not me). After the clean up, we walked to Arab Street and had sisha. Was playing truth or dare game. After sisha-ing, Farhan & I took cab with Wan & Faizal. Thank god, we got a trip.

Then Farhan woke me up to tag along with him to his grandmother's crib. It was National Day so we can see the planes and fireworks from there. Imran is so cute, he's scared yet he still wants to see it. Haha. Went back home by lorry. At night, mama fetch me from home then went to Yayi Napi's crib because got rewang as Kak Bibah's is getting married.

[ Sop Tulang at Beach Road. ]

[ With Bobo. ]

[ At Arab Street. ]

[ The whole living room is ours. ]

[ At his grandmother's place. ]

[ ah jemput makan, jemput. ]

10 August 08: Kak Bibah's wedding.

After work, straight went to Eunos. Mama fetch me from there then went home, quickly change. Then went to the wedding. We're late so it means I miss the kompang session where the newlyweds come in and everyone was like wanted to stop them to get money. Haha. Ayah told me he got $8 and share it with Matin. After the wedding, mama send me to Big Splash for a while because my ring was with Eki. Just wanted to take it back. After that, she sent Eeka and me home then I met Farhan. (:

[ The palanquin is really very nice. ]

[ Cute little cousins. ]

[ That's Wak Man, mama's brother with Pak Atar and Mama Sham. ]

[ Bestfriend. Haha. Eki and Uncle Udin. ]

[ Kak Noi & Zea. ]

[ Eki and Eeka with cousin Raihan. ]

[ Cousin ladies. ]

[ Cousin gentlemen. ]

[ Cik Ina & Eeka. ]

Random pictures.

[ pejam mata. ]

[ Irfan fever. ]

[ Happy 6th birthday to Irfan ! ]

P.S Mama, Happy belated birthday. Sorry I can't get you anything. I hope you understand.

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LiL' Zea was here 05.50pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Forgive me, Farhan.

2008-07-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

Everything started off with me. If I never open up that small topic, I don't think this will happen. Among all the quarrel we had, I realise that this was the biggest mistake I've made.

How stupid of me to never think that this kind of stuffs will make you blow up. I'm sorry I didn't realise it. I was wrong when I thought it wasn't a big deal.

I knew you're worried and you wanted to look after me. Its my bad if I just walk away without turning back. I just want you to stop shouting.

Our $30 is gone within a blink. If I did not throw it, I think its still in our wallet. I will try my best to pay it back. I know $30 is quite a big amount for us. We really had a hard time looking for money. I'm sorry.

When I took out our ring and put it in your pocket, I swear I didn't really mean to. I just thought that was the only way for you to pull me nicely and gave me a warm hug. I know I'm wrong to do that but I just wanted to hear your sweet voice not your harsh voice.

I'm still at fault at the first place. I'm stupid, I'm deaf. You got my answer. I apologise for being so stubborn. I'll try not to say what I don't want to do. A small deal can become a big real deal, I've learned that.

You make me realise when you mentioned that you need some time alone. Sorry I can't be there for you although I wanted to. Forgive me, will you ?

You've promised not to take out our ring when we quarrel. Now I wanted to take this oppurtunity to tell you and all my public readers, I promise I won't do it again. I won't take out that ring again unless I really wanted to break off. But I think its impossible for me to fade your love away. I can't deny that I still love you.

Farhan, my love for you is really strong. You gave me love that none of the guys in the world can ever gave. You took a very good care of me. Where on earth can I find a guy who will always piggy back me everyday to climb the bridge, to send me home and waited for the doors to be close then walk away, to buy for me something that can make me happy even if you do have enough money for yourself ? You are one in a million.

For the first time in our relationship, I didn't get your lips to kiss my forehead at the end of the day. I thought you hated me. I'm sorry. I'm just scared of losing you. I've lost you once for 3 years. Please don't give me another one. I still and always love you. My love for you is always growing stronger each day, never will it become weaker. Please forgive me. Its my bad.

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LiL' Zea was here 5.50am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

Interview.. !

2008-07-23T12:54:00.000-07:00

Alright, its 12.33pm now. Surprised I was up this early ? Haha. Well, I just came back from City Hall. Woke up at 8am then went to Peninsula Plaza to sign a paper regarding the work at Spinelli. Thank god I got the job ! So now am currently waiting for my boyfriend to wake up. (:

18 July 08: Went out and met Masitah & Auni at Tampines. After long I didn't see them, they have change. They really change you know. In terms of our religion. Unluckily, Penny cannot make it because she return my call at night and she can't go out because her father was at home. So, I slack with them then ayah came and fetch me around 9pm. He told me that we're going to Johor for a while and that was really suddenly. Haha. We went to fetch mama from work then off to Johor. Met ustaz and Mak Ti there.

19 July 08: We reached Johor at 1.35am. It was like in the middle of the night and they were having a meal. There's asam pedas (which i can label it as their favorite). After that, we just walk around looking at stuffs there. Mama got me a super cool shades and cigarettes. ;) We reached home at around 5.25am.

22 July 08: It has been 3 months Farhan & I are in a relationship. It started off with a bad day. But as i said, I always end up loving him more each day. So yesterday, I went to Parkway Parade with his family. Was like disturbing mama at work. ;) Farhan got a new shirt (again) and a new wallet. Haha. Yeah, we didnt celebrate monthsary. I don't even want to but at least i wish. Hehe.

Okay so, this is very random. I found this picture at my aunty's multiply. Yes, aunty. But she's young. As young as Uncle Mad I guess. Haha. Maybe I should call her kakak eh. What do you think ? Haha. Okay okay, this is a picture of Haji Kassim's family. From 2nd generation onwards. So, I am the 4th generation. That time there's a family gathering. I came down for a while only and sadly, I can't make it. I miss a lot of fun games. ):

[ Jalan Jumat 522E. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 12.54pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

updatess.. (farhan baby)

2008-07-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

16 July 08: Masitah woke me up in the morning. Asking me if I want to tag along with her and Auni to have a meal. But sorry babe, I'm just too tired. Get back to sleep and woke up again at around 1 or 2pm like that. Took a shower, clean my bedroom & iron all my clothes which i wash it the last night. Then Farhan text me around 4pm telling me that his family wanted to go to Geylang and want me to follow them. I was late as usual. Met his sister, dad & Imran at the bus-stop. Farhan, his mum and Irfan was late. Haha. So, we walk around at Geylang. Then went back to his crib and Farhan thought Irfan spelling (great eh ?).

[ On the way back to my place. ]

[ Outside my crib. ]

[ Happy nye diaa.. ]

[ Jade tak nampak lah. ]

17 July 08: Woke up at 1pm and I played PSP games. Haha. I woke Farhan up at 2pm then we get ready to go out because I had to go for an interview at Spinelli, Peninsula. Mama drove me to Farhan's place. We walked to Central to buy cigarettes then off to City Hall. After the interview, we sat down at the nearby court. I just like that place. I just like the to see those cars passing by. Then we went to sit by the river (not riverside !) and played PSP games. Haha. After tired of games, went to 7-eleven, get a drink then proceed to the bus-stop and took bus 12 back home. Not really home, we dropped at Central then walked to Farhan's crib. Ate double cheeseburger then he sent me home (well, like every night he never fails to send me home. =D).

[ An muke tak suke seyy.. ]

Edited pictures.

[ The green jade. ]

Finally ! Its 18 July 2008. Eki has already turned 22 ! Oh yeah, she's a big girl already. Very big and always bigger than me. Haha ! She must be partying all night now since she's not home yet. Yeah, I know my sister.

[ Happy birthday, big sister ! May joy and happiness fill up your day. Have fun, dudette. Love ya. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 03.06am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..